To love a shadow – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Dark Jazz, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

To love a shadow – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Dark Jazz, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
22 May 2026
woman lost in her sad and wounded memories with the shadow of her previous lover behind her
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## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

This poem reflects upon the emotional disintegration that may arise from prolonged attachment to a psychologically consuming relationship. Through symbolic imagery rooted in shadows, fading memories and corrosion, it explores the erosion of identity, the persistence of grief and the dangers of losing oneself within obsession and emotional dependency. Beneath its darker atmosphere, the poem ultimately gestures toward detachment, self-reclamation and the quiet rebuilding of inner equilibrium.

The heart knows
Stories of lovers
Beyond Death
Beyond Time
Beyond pretence of the rhyme
When heartbeats spoke Truth

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/02/29/to-love-a-shadow/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
When the heartbeats can speak the Truth
the heart knows of warm tales that soothe
Stories of lovers beyond Time
beyond Death and pretence of rhyme

[Verse]
Orphaned hands they twitch in waking
Time’s sands, History in making
Colourless legends of disgrace
awakening to the lost face

[Verse]
I now have no name, no one calls
Perhaps Jane, Ann, Ruth? Like leaf falls
the pitter patter of me blows
within wind like soundless echoes

[Verse]
All is lost, some wounds never heal
Within bosom lies the appeal
For when the sadness does depart
gaping hole remains within heart

[Verse]
Cascading days spent counting tears
assessing the cost of dark fears
Remnants of faded sounds now stir
memories of living that shunned her

[Verse]
I knew you like obsession’s ink
You drove me to the very brink
of inches of blinding madness
as I distilled you in sadness

[Chorus]
I keep none, cuffs and links oppress
I adorn just a simple dress
My mind slow learning has begun
to love a shadow, perhaps none

[Verse]
In wine’s haze I dissolve your thoughts
seeking little forget me nots
Brewery my sole salvation
dark gate to intoxication

[Verse]
Like you change white shirts neat and smart
I change skies, view your cufflinks art
Ornaments like my dark clouds’ stain
slow forming safe haven for rain

[Verse]
You wipe them as they settle rust
while I drench starched cuffs in lost trust
Tiny dots made of mock silver
in stain less steel for my killer

[Verse]
They pierce me the gift she once made
Tying ends, loose nooses pervade
extremities on the same arms
that oft held her too, oozing charms

[Verse]
I throw them into winding pits
of my mind, my eyes now tight slits
Blind to the spaces in between
what was, will be and could have been

[Chorus]
I keep none, cuffs and links oppress
I adorn just a simple dress
My mind slow learning has begun
to love a shadow, perhaps none

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Noir Blues version
Slow atmospheric blues with smoky emotional vocals, reverbed electric guitar and deep introspective mood
To love a shadow – Noir Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version
A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core with a touch of dark.
To love a shadow – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎷 Dark Jazz version
A dark Jazz version with haunting female vocals, slow hypnotic mood, emotionally intimate and introspective
To love a shadow – Dark Jazz Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
To love a shadow –Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)

## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Atmospheric Blues, Dark Folk and Trip-Hop influences.

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Heart in mind now cast

Heart in mind now cast

25 June 2017

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Courtesy rassouli.com

 

Stitch me plaid

From patchwork fabric

Scots in raid

Tunes evade

Echoes sound in everglade

Ringing of the blade

 

The burrow

A maiden’s wonder

Knaves plunder

Down under

Rocks that build upon the snow

Traces of our past

 

We outlast

The shimmering tides

Silver tones

Ringing fast

In the blue bell all skills hones

Heart in mind now cast

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Courtesy rassouli.com

Sound in my heart – Stive Morgan

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mQ3T5V6EeM

Angel Ears

Angel Ears

30 July 2016

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Courtesy Carlos Quevedo on deviantart.com

 

Hark listen

The voices chatter

Resounding

Echoes blind

March of thousand feet remind

Of morrows’ harvests

 

The heart rests

In between eras

When sun sets

Moon rises

Underground light despises

Play of the twin suns

 

Suppressed fears

Ushered by Bailiff

Angel Ears

Prick my skin

The battles in me akin

To crusts of the cliff

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Courtesy Rui Abel on deviantart.com

Dream is Destiny – No Clear Mind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2zf28T0LFU

Time no Time

Time no Time

8 May 2016

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Courtesy eurielle.com

 

Inside Time

Milliseconds drip

Centuries

Whirling fast

Within warped universes

That leave head spinning

 

Under Time

The silence echoes

Wasted thoughts

Daily tasks

Withered in suns as she basks

Outlines twined shadows

 

The humdrum

It stretches worthless

Sunken fear

Opposed rising

The mind and thought surmising

Through opposite peaks

 

Across Time

Walking gingerly

Guided path

Mentor flies

Following with downcast eyes

Avoiding the wrath

 

Outside Time

Proportions vary

All dilates

Written slates

Matter less when we become

Light’s transient beings

 

Time no Time

All the dead people

They party

Pale corpses

They make merry with shut eyes

When sight sees not lies

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Courtesy eurielle.com

City of the Dead – Eurielle

Rescue me – Eurielle

Lament for Thorin – Eurielle

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FCF3qSqn4g

I choose to colour my Heart

I choose to colour my Heart

14 September 2015

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Life, sum of paces

Strides within shadows’ echoes

Upon fears rebuilt

 

The good and the bad

Sum into a single breath

I softly release

 

Tireless the rants

We could voice against life’s pains

That soul would abhor

 

Mind knows though stillness

Through written word exudes hurt

Cleansing appeases

 

Delving into fray

Wolves will devour me never

Your light I will heed

 

Swim into my shores

Plunge from my hills forever

Your love in me seed

 

When darkness befalls

Chilling all hearts with fear’s pangs

We remain Love’s creed

 

Every waking hour

I choose to colour my Heart

Emblems of your needs

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Courtesy pinterest.com

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgMF_8lmG2Y

A day will soon come (Translation of Il viendra le jour)

A day will soon come

August 30, 2015

(Original french version here – Il viendra le jour )

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Courtesy lightworkers.org

.

A distant call rings

Black echoes from beyond grave

Bring me back your blood

.

Served bloody sausage

Of our dead future

Oh what rotten fruit

.

Indigested dish

Brings back weary memories

From depths I had slain

.

It I had reviled

Tasted it in weightlessness

Stealthily, hidden

.

Heavy, disgusting

Sour-bitter of a dead past

An acid reflux

.

Vomit your offal

Finally free my stomach

To digest other

.

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Courtesy universoshanti.com

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I would tear my skin

If it were to bear your stench

Make it new banner

.

I will clamour loud

The withering of my sighs

Satirised in vain

.

To live and then die

Of nature to wound myself

That in me slithers

.

A life extinguished

I collected the ashes

And made a new shroud

.

To die and then live

Did I have to use the if/saw (play on si – scie in the French version i.e. the if or the saw)

To cut everything

.

A day will soon come

Where a beautiful bright void

Will cleanse my stomach

.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zU450iMsdOk

The battles in me

The battles in me

9 August 2015

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Courtesy Faesyn on deviantart.com

.

Exclusivity

Privilege of the blinded

Weighing wings as coal

.

Dark possession stills

Infinite movements of rays

That called to all souls

.

The battles in me

Rage with the memories spent

Collecting pieces

.

Relics of lives bent

Hanging like corpses spread out

Between Sky and Earth

.

Words falling from ink

Printing in mind a landscape

Toying black and pink

.

Delving into mind

Fluttering butterfly turns

Moth in the making

.

Heart’s light responds soft

Echoes of feeling paint me

Colours of life’s hues

.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR_JQN2pliw

Love

Love

2 July 2015

Love 4

Earth in a heartbeat

Lip following trail of sound

Echoes through my soul