To love a shadow – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Dark Jazz, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

To love a shadow – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Dark Jazz, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
22 May 2026
woman lost in her sad and wounded memories with the shadow of her previous lover behind her
Image credit: Magnific.com

## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

This poem reflects upon the emotional disintegration that may arise from prolonged attachment to a psychologically consuming relationship. Through symbolic imagery rooted in shadows, fading memories and corrosion, it explores the erosion of identity, the persistence of grief and the dangers of losing oneself within obsession and emotional dependency. Beneath its darker atmosphere, the poem ultimately gestures toward detachment, self-reclamation and the quiet rebuilding of inner equilibrium.

The heart knows
Stories of lovers
Beyond Death
Beyond Time
Beyond pretence of the rhyme
When heartbeats spoke Truth

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/02/29/to-love-a-shadow/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
When the heartbeats can speak the Truth
the heart knows of warm tales that soothe
Stories of lovers beyond Time
beyond Death and pretence of rhyme

[Verse]
Orphaned hands they twitch in waking
Time’s sands, History in making
Colourless legends of disgrace
awakening to the lost face

[Verse]
I now have no name, no one calls
Perhaps Jane, Ann, Ruth? Like leaf falls
the pitter patter of me blows
within wind like soundless echoes

[Verse]
All is lost, some wounds never heal
Within bosom lies the appeal
For when the sadness does depart
gaping hole remains within heart

[Verse]
Cascading days spent counting tears
assessing the cost of dark fears
Remnants of faded sounds now stir
memories of living that shunned her

[Verse]
I knew you like obsession’s ink
You drove me to the very brink
of inches of blinding madness
as I distilled you in sadness

[Chorus]
I keep none, cuffs and links oppress
I adorn just a simple dress
My mind slow learning has begun
to love a shadow, perhaps none

[Verse]
In wine’s haze I dissolve your thoughts
seeking little forget me nots
Brewery my sole salvation
dark gate to intoxication

[Verse]
Like you change white shirts neat and smart
I change skies, view your cufflinks art
Ornaments like my dark clouds’ stain
slow forming safe haven for rain

[Verse]
You wipe them as they settle rust
while I drench starched cuffs in lost trust
Tiny dots made of mock silver
in stain less steel for my killer

[Verse]
They pierce me the gift she once made
Tying ends, loose nooses pervade
extremities on the same arms
that oft held her too, oozing charms

[Verse]
I throw them into winding pits
of my mind, my eyes now tight slits
Blind to the spaces in between
what was, will be and could have been

[Chorus]
I keep none, cuffs and links oppress
I adorn just a simple dress
My mind slow learning has begun
to love a shadow, perhaps none

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Noir Blues version
Slow atmospheric blues with smoky emotional vocals, reverbed electric guitar and deep introspective mood
To love a shadow – Noir Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version
A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core with a touch of dark.
To love a shadow – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎷 Dark Jazz version
A dark Jazz version with haunting female vocals, slow hypnotic mood, emotionally intimate and introspective
To love a shadow – Dark Jazz Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
To love a shadow –Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)

## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Atmospheric Blues, Dark Folk and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Memory lane
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/05/19/memory-lane-ai-song-blues-cinematic-dark-folk-pop-ballad-trip-hop-versions-suno-ai-my-lyrics-my-voice/

When youth and beauty did fade – AI Song (Blues, Folk, Gospel and Indie Versions) | Suno AI (my lyrics, my voice)

When youth and beauty did fade - AI Song (Blues, Folk, Gospel and Indie Versions) | Suno AI (my lyrics, my voice)
1 May 2026
woman between fresh adolescence and old age where youth and beauty faded
Image credit: Freepik.com
## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed this original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for an AI-generated song using Suno, featuring my voice.
Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the AI-generated musical version.


## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

This poem explores, through lyrical symbolism, the passage from childhood to old age as seen through a creative lens, and the shifting nature of love and the mythical across these stages.

New-found memories
Strike a chord in my heart’s lines
Gathering pieces

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2015/11/25/when-youth-and-beauty-did-fade/
## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
New-found memories stray confines
strike a chord within my heart’s lines
gather the pieces to retain
carry on with backdrop of rain
Jaded other waters swirled on
Playful happenings’ cloak to don

[Verse]
Yesterday’s pride spent all surrounds
Remembering the lost playgrounds
brings to the mind thoughts of penance
Nymphs clamouring for your presence
circled around continuously
a distinct emblem of beauty

[Verse]
Perhaps in Indian summer’s shade
they will ignite colours that fade
raise Love’s pedestal up so high
Dance to beat of life with a sigh
Mea culpa is often spin
Heart’s blue-red purity within

[Verse]
Heartbeats’ purple pulsation starts
Nature’s gifts within for soft hearts
butterflies in source that recalls
to find light of one that enthrals
Twirling, dissolving eye of storm
Resurrection green now the norm

[Chorus]
Enigma spun peace in Heart’s ways
morrows will tell whoever stays
Separation an alien form
as seedling cries for touch with corm
when youth and beauty did fade
forgetting love’s myriad shades

[Verse]
In game of love, freedoms entwine
take pulse of winds’ movements that chime
Smashing waters in sands of Time
plunge, discover miracles’ rhyme
Inverted climates, sense implodes
colours my love’s trail that explodes

[Verse]
Leap of faith, a kiss into Light
Within woodlands twin is the flight
Diamonds birth from applied pressure
winds of Love carry at leisure
Fabled creatures, unicorns dance
Blue freedom on winds of Love’s stance

[Verse]
Meet the beloved laugh and talk
Abandoned tower’s safety, walk
into light’s stillness strong and stout
Within now mirrors the without
To yellow castles, you may flee
self-knowledge gifts eternity

[Chorus]
Enigma spun peace in Heart’s ways
morrows will tell whoever stays
separation an alien form
as seedling cries for touch with corm
when youth and beauty did fade
forgetting love’s myriad shades


## 🎧 AI SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Blues version
A blues interpretation emphasising raw emotion and expressive character.
When youth and beauty did fade – AI Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)
### 🌾 Folk version
A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate, stripped-down sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core.
When youth and beauty did fade – AI Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)
### 🙏 Gospel version
A gospel-inspired version focusing on expressive phrasing and spiritual depth.
When youth and beauty did fade – AI Gospel Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)
### 🌿 Indie version
An indie interpretation with a softer, reflective tone, incorporating Asian instruments for a distinctive sound.
When youth and beauty did fade – AI Indie Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno AI, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Blues, Cinematic, Gospel and Indie influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Clarity of You
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/04/27/clarity-of-you-blues-cinematic-indie-versions-suno-ai-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Once upon a memory (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)

Once upon a memory (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)
6 April 2026
Courtesy freepik.com


[Verse]
The many wonders rise in Grace
Driven flight, walking into space
Universe speaks all that I see
my many past lifelines that flee

[Verse]
Scaling other heights, the thrill’s feats
the thunders growing the heartbeats
You in verse now slow talk to me
luminous roaring ecstasy

[Chorus]
The Love divine has two to twine
A world fading in the sunshine
once upon a sweet memory
when we were all with hearts so free

[Verse]
Warming the feathers I brandish
the others within mists vanish
All on knee brothers, mind’s relish
Loyalty but to Heart a wish

[Verse]
Gathering, reliving trespass
Pool of Love, slow dive in Christ’s Mass
As the blood courses through our veins
each will return to own soul’s reigns

[Chorus]
The Love divine has two to twine
A world fading in the sunshine
once upon a sweet memory
when we were all with hearts so free

“Once upon a memory” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Blues
“Once upon a memory” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Gospel
“Once upon a memory” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Indie

Pray fall into heart

Pray fall into heart
5 November 2020
   
 Bitter happenings
 of bleak landscapes of the mind
 frozen in the core
  
 Crisp thoughts of morrows
 numbing the flow of heartbeats
 biting raw of flesh
  
 Icy winds swept fast
 through the ebb and flow of time
 They spelt love’s decline
  
 Cool winter mornings
 Chill of a frosty sunshine
 dawned upon our souls
  
 A dip into hope
 Drops of wonder cut through doubt
 A dive into faith
  
 Your hands are so cold
 Warm them upon my bosom
 Pray fall into heart
  
Reading of the poem: 
Diamonds – Rihanna

Written in the context of Ronovan Writes weekly Haiku challenge using the words “cold” “fall” and their synonyms. For rules and other contributions, follow this link here https://ronovanwrites.com/2020/11/02/weekly-haiku-poetry-prompt-challenge-cold-fall/

The Edge of the Light

The Edge of the Light

24 June 2018

edge Christian Schloe
Courtesy Christian Schloe.

 

There is dark

On the road to Home

It revives

Surprises

When we feel that we’re alone

It cloaks us like ink

 

We reach brink

Of our own limits

Fortune tells

Unheard Tales

The faithless the self impales

Carry no crosses

 

Heartbeats still

Raging fires cease

The disease

Self made ache

We commit the same mistake

Over and over

 

Withered eyes

Seek out the lanterns

Look outside

Not inside

Curtains ruffle as they slide

Concealing outcomes

 

The Light shines

I hold it within

Starry skies

Breath that cries

Outreach of my inner depths

When the will wavers

 

Seek the star

When the night is dark

Like a spark

It will guide

Know that in darkness you ride

The Edge of the Light

 

Reading of the poem:

Shine a Light – Banners

 

« When you come to the edge of all of the light you’ve known and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen. You’ll have something solid to stand on or you’ll be taught to fly » Patrick Overton

 

Prayer to the One

Prayer to the One

3 July 2017

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Mind aglow

Weaving through the flow

Land to sow

New rainbow

Heartbeats of anger to slow

Compassion to grow

 

Blow conceit

Bury the deceit

Three to greet

One to treat

The dark powers meet defeat

In the one way street

 

Hate to shun

Days roll into fun

Dread undone

Through the Sun

Remnants of darkness white spun

Prayer to the One

 

Reading of the poem: 

The Angels Voice – Diane Arkenstone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZeizMQ3rbc

Sunny times reeking

Sunny times reeking

23 April 2017

story tiffthetimetraveller com
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Bedtime tales reading

The young of morrows breeding

Through the light speeding

 

Magnets heart reaching

Renewal of Time teaching

The end of preaching

 

Heartbeats loud peaking

Serenity now speaking

Sunny times reeking

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Serenity – Sleep Dealer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uK3OLzCK9fA

Neverending Love

Neverending Love

7 July 2016

flowers vi sualizse us (2)
Courtesy vi.sualize.us

 

In heartbeats they stir

Feelings swimming like small fish

Bent upon a wish

 

The stars are shining

They call to heavenly realms

As waters retract

 

The pathways shimmer

They are strewn with memories

Of our starlit Times

 

Decomposing rhymes

I construct you a palace

Built upon rivers

 

Your name forgotten

As the tides broke the seashore

Archipelagos

 

Rise through the blue waves

That surge from depths of desert

Neverending Love

 

Reading of the poem: 

flower forumwebmaster com (2)
Courtesy forumwebsmaster.com

Fish Beach – Michael Nyman

The Departure – Michael Nyman

Love doesn’t End – Michael Nyman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOM_bCsh7Gw

Naked tale foretold

Naked tale foretold

7 April 2016

indentures trac2015 com
Courtesy Brad Kunkle trac2015 com

 

Spoken thoughts

Saturating words

They misspell

Past intent

Agony souls underwent

Disdain bleak feature

 

Dark creature

Lies a solemn vow

Middle Earth

Its fiefdom

Shades of the greying kingdom

City of tales bent

 

The heart spent

In rivers of woe

Unwinds slow

The whirlpools

Amnesia its daily tools

As heartbeats quiver

 

Plains awash

With red of the blood

The eyes flood

Loss of life

Expunged in the shining pearl

The drops wild scatter

 

We will meet

When the ravens crow

Through midnight

Past the light

When early rays summon eyes

To twinkling mornings

 

Your shimmer

Rivalling with gold

Standing bold

Shuddering

On the brink of vanity

Naked tale foretold

 

Reading of the poem:

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Courtesy Brad Kunkle thisisolossal.com

Last chance – The Black Heart procession

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyOBS0Xzj4I

Small satisfactions

Small satisfactions

29 February 2016

satisfactions blogs psychcentral com
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Whispering

They invoke heartbeats

Laughter shines

Between sighs

Their hands draw the lows and highs

Each other’s confines

 

We are them

A glorious emblem

Of waking

In the love

Mantle of joy from above

Gracing our shoulders

 

Our smiles light

Lips exhaling slow

Broken days

Breath of nights

From times our jaws were set tight

Like life rope walker

 

Walls shudder

From growing fusion

Of bodies

You or me

The borders I cannot see

You end I begin

 

Then I end

Within your debut

Hushed fiat lux

When you grow

Fairy wings that I now sow

With my dying breath

 

Downtrodden

Small satisfactions

Console me

Like fingers

Brushing soft across my face

Wings of Angel’s grace

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Courtesy rapidlikes.com

 

Little things – Lotte Kestner

Wait for me – Lotte Kestner

Halo – Lotte Kestner