To love a shadow – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Dark Jazz, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice) 22 May 2026
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## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS
I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.
## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM
This poem reflects upon the emotional disintegration that may arise from prolonged attachment to a psychologically consuming relationship. Through symbolic imagery rooted in shadows, fading memories and corrosion, it explores the erosion of identity, the persistence of grief and the dangers of losing oneself within obsession and emotional dependency. Beneath its darker atmosphere, the poem ultimately gestures toward detachment, self-reclamation and the quiet rebuilding of inner equilibrium.
The heart knows Stories of lovers Beyond Death Beyond Time Beyond pretence of the rhyme When heartbeats spoke Truth
[Verse] When the heartbeats can speak the Truth the heart knows of warm tales that soothe Stories of lovers beyond Time beyond Death and pretence of rhyme
[Verse] Orphaned hands they twitch in waking Time’s sands, History in making Colourless legends of disgrace awakening to the lost face
[Verse] I now have no name, no one calls Perhaps Jane, Ann, Ruth? Like leaf falls the pitter patter of me blows within wind like soundless echoes
[Verse] All is lost, some wounds never heal Within bosom lies the appeal For when the sadness does depart gaping hole remains within heart
[Verse] Cascading days spent counting tears assessing the cost of dark fears Remnants of faded sounds now stir memories of living that shunned her
[Verse] I knew you like obsession’s ink You drove me to the very brink of inches of blinding madness as I distilled you in sadness
[Chorus] I keep none, cuffs and links oppress I adorn just a simple dress My mind slow learning has begun to love a shadow, perhaps none
[Verse] In wine’s haze I dissolve your thoughts seeking little forget me nots Brewery my sole salvation dark gate to intoxication
[Verse] Like you change white shirts neat and smart I change skies, view your cufflinks art Ornaments like my dark clouds’ stain slow forming safe haven for rain
[Verse] You wipe them as they settle rust while I drench starched cuffs in lost trust Tiny dots made of mock silver in stain less steel for my killer
[Verse] They pierce me the gift she once made Tying ends, loose nooses pervade extremities on the same arms that oft held her too, oozing charms
[Verse] I throw them into winding pits of my mind, my eyes now tight slits Blind to the spaces in between what was, will be and could have been
[Chorus] I keep none, cuffs and links oppress I adorn just a simple dress My mind slow learning has begun to love a shadow, perhaps none
## 🎧 SUNO SONG
Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:
### 🎸 Noir Blues version Slow atmospheric blues with smoky emotional vocals, reverbed electric guitar and deep introspective mood To love a shadow – Noir Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core with a touch of dark. To love a shadow – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎷 Dark Jazz version A dark Jazz version with haunting female vocals, slow hypnotic mood, emotionally intimate and introspective To love a shadow – Dark Jazz Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth To love a shadow –Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS
This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Atmospheric Blues, Dark Folk and Trip-Hop influences.
Pencil drawings of women on blue and orange paper 25 October 2025
After lunch and while waiting for electricity to be set up in the reiki and pranic building I had installed in the garden, I decided to draw a couple of female faces to add to those I had already drawn beforehand. I had a portrait of a woman on blue paper and one on orange paper so decided to add one of each today. I plan on having these framed and hung just above the bed in the main bedroom. For the bedroom where my stepdaughter stays on weekends, I am waiting to have her put her own artwork so did not do anything else than furnishing it.
In the corridor I had some of the papyrus paintings I bought in Egypt last year put up and the third bedroom upstairs would house the paintings and other artwork of my daughter Léa. The fourth bedroom downstairs would have either some more of the papyrus paintings or some other artist’s work. In the living/dining room, I had already hung works of Shakeel he painted in 2013 and the paintings are quite big so six of them have covered the whole room which is around 7 m x 4 m
It had been a while since I had drawn with pencils so the drawings are not my best but I think they will do for the place I have destined them to go onto. Even though my hand was not up to the mark, I enjoyed drawing these sketches and look forward to using some of the acrylic painting I just bought from Amazon to paint as it has been years since I painted in acrylic. There is a big mirror above the desk in the main bedroom, and I plan on painting some boat scenes in pastel blues to go with the headboard of the bed which is dark blue. I hope I soon find time to start these paintings as it has been difficult to find time with my busy schedule between work, daily chores, healing of others and just me-time to relax and resource.
I leave you with some music that I was listening to before and after drawing these female portraits.
Pencil drawing of my brother’s daughter 17 April 2025
It was recently my niece’s birthday and I had seen a few pictures of her published with the birthday wishes. She is a beautiful girl and was also a beautiful baby. Her picture as a baby appealed to me so I decided to draw her. I did not have much time as I was coordinating some repairs in the place where I will be living soon so it is not as well crafted as I wanted it to be.
I had a bit of trouble with the eyes as the glancing upward effect in the photograph had me puzzled as to how to reproduce it. I decided to stay with a somewhat level gaze instead of an upward one as I simply was not getting it. I used only pencils 4h and 5b for this portrait. I hope you like it.
And as always, mixing the visual, sometimes the spoken but always an audio of the moment, I give you a song which I was listening to when I got the inspiration to draw the portrait.
Pencil drawing of a third smiling boy 3 April 2025
Smiling boy drawn by me
I found another beautiful photograph of a smiling boy in the database I had subscribed to and decided to try drawing him today. I feel that my drawing of boys has improved since I started with the small sad boy.
This time I decided to dedicate more time to the shading/blending and drawing of the hair. I am not sure the technique I used to make the sun-kissed hair stand out but I tried my best. I hope you like this pencil portrait because I really like it this time. I think I will start drawing adult male portraits in a few weeks after I have settled into my final accommodation.
And as always, mixing the visual, sometimes the spoken but always an audio of the moment, I give you a song which I was listening to when I got the inspiration to draw the portrait.
Smiling boy drawn by me
Ruby Sinclair – Midnight Lullaby (Soulful Blues Ballad)
I found a beautiful photograph of a boy in the database I had subscribed to and decided to try drawing him. As I mentioned before boys and men represent a particular challenge for me as I am mainly used to drawing female subjects. I thought that I should still challenge myself and try to improve my drawing of male subjects.
Again, I was drawn to the eyes and concentrated most of my attention to them. The rest of the drawing, especially the T-shirt was done with more haste and less attention to detail. I hope you like the pencil portrait all the same.
And as always, mixing the visual, sometimes the spoken but always an audio of the moment, I give you a song which I was listening to when I got the inspiration to draw the portrait.
I decided to use more of my Vellum paper to make a portrait. Having just recently done a sad boy, I decided to search the database I had subscribed to for a smiling young girl and chanced upon one that appealed to me.
Having dedicated too much time to the eyes in my last drawing and not enough on the rest of the face, I decided I would only do an outline of the eyes and complete them after doing the rest of the drawing. I think that it makes for a more harmonious overall face but I will let you be the judges of that.
And as always, mixing the visual, sometimes the spoken but always an audio of the moment, I give you a song which I liked associated to the drawing.
Pencil drawing of a smiling girl by me
I decided to add hair on the left side as there was too little and it was not symmetrical
In the same facebook group for beginners in pencil drawings and shared by the same member I saw a beautiful photograph of a young boy three days ago and I felt compelled to draw it. I did not have much time as I had been doing other things including writing and I also did not want to use coloured paper. I had seen somewhere a lady comment on the fact that she had used Vellum paper so I searched for it on Amazon and got it delivered to me yesterday. I was too busy though to do anything yesterday evening but I got time today after 5 pm to start drawing the boy. This was a particular challenge for me as I usually only draw female subjects and am not at ease drawing male subjects.
I started out with the silhouette as usual and then concentrated on the eyes. I think I got too focused on them and then a lot more focused on the right eye which unfortunately I drew bigger than the other. By the time I had got down to the rest of the face, I was starting to get impatient and after taking some time for the nose and mouth, I realized at the end that I had scarcely paid attention to the cheeks, chin and neck. As rash as ever when I start getting bored with something (a remnant of my hyperactive self), I decided to just abruptly end the drawing and just coloured the shirt with big strokes that I then blended. I think it also may be because of how the music made me feel at the end. I hope you like the pencil portrait all the same. I will also post this on the facebook group.
And as always, mixing the visual, sometimes the spoken but always an audio of the moment, I give you a song which I was listening to while drawing.
Pencil drawing of a boy by me
Beyond Borders - Dr L Subramaniam, George Duke, Stanley Clarke, Billy Cobham & Bindu Subramanian
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