Immortal (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)

Immortal (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics) 
28 March 2026
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[Verse]
The breath comes in rasps confined
crashing senses realigned
in surge of waves collapsing
My inner realms synapsing
with your nearest contact points
as scribble wills aching joints

[Verse]
Blowing firm Into the dust
holding on to Earthen crust
the world crumbles from vile wile
as love lingers for a while
We live plane traversing hearts
Lo! routine with it departs

[Chorus]
Immortal high in the skies
carving me blue butterflies
Flying free I am now whole
wings remnants of unchained soul
Ease to fly is what remains
once the wings were freed from chains

[Verse]
Whirling into shades of loss
within red palms I bear cross
Nighttime balms applied so thick
now covered all neat and slick
concealed circles of the pain
though on meadows it will rain

[Verse]
Eyes will not bear dreadful sight
chests will heave from awful plight
as the hearts will breathe in sighs
ravens dark will pluck sad eyes
carved within sunken shadows
as I caw so wild with crows

[Chorus]
Immortal high in the skies
carving me blue butterflies
Flying free I am now whole
wings remnants of unchained soul
Ease to fly is what remains
once the wings were freed from chains

“Immortal” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Blues
“Immortal” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Folk
“Immortal” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Gospel
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Broken memories (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)

Broken memories (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)
3 March 2026
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[Verse]
I walk in yonder valleys of shadow and doubt
I never really knew what life was all about
though my lips I puckered, have learnt to purse and pout
and sing unrestrained to the tune of Schubert’s Trout

[Chorus]
I walk through endless morrows split in half
with broken memories my only staff
I walk in a grey lonesome shadowland
leaving no footprints on the moving sand

[Verse]
For I now embark lonesome on life’s last ferry
Looking I know, all around, within, seems dreary
I force laugh, conjuring up moments so merry
Face freezes, I realize my heart’s too weary

[Chorus]
I walk through endless morrows split in half
with broken memories my only staff
I walk in a grey lonesome shadowland
leaving no footprints on the moving sand

[Verse]
Through fading and withered faces I walk alone
through the shadows and the pleasures that once had shone
Bright light, right unto my eyes, brought my lips a moan
Alas, it is all gone now, is my heart of stone?

[Chorus]
I walk through endless morrows split in half
with broken memories my only staff
I walk in a grey lonesome shadowland
leaving no footprints on the moving sand

[Verse]
I walk and I walk, I walk an endless journey
Through unrelenting ashen faces once creamy
Towards a dull future for which I hold no key
Sluggish and haggard steps mistaken for dreamy

[Chorus]
I walk through endless morrows split in half
with broken memories my only staff
I walk in a grey lonesome shadowland
leaving no footprints on the moving sand

“Broken memories” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Blues
“Broken memories” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Cinematic
“Broken memories” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Gospel 
“Broken memories” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Indie

I’m here by myself

I’m here by myself
8 January 2026
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The winds blow
inside me hollow
I collect
lost pieces
The knowledge they’re gone pierces
through my intellect

Knowledge pact
Three strikes before act
Theater
the store front
I have shadows to confront
bleak and sinister

I stand still
The morrows shape stark
watching odds
mismatched Gods
There is something in the dark
a fear to instil

My wounds flow
into the darkness
melded glow
to harness
The scars golden kintsugi
reshaped frame of me

Illusion
withers from my sight
eye offers
keen insight
isolated from others
waiving confusion

Bosom’s sigh
I’m here by myself
Head held high
hope in chest
I need no external help
All woes put to rest

Reading of the poem:
Sion - Alone

They grow in angles

They grow in angles
27 March 2025
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Hush stay still
the shadows reach out
under skin
deep within
they prepare my final kill
pressure to instil

I am dead
Withering heart beats
Laden lead
it repeats
The flow of mercury heats
its cold outer edge

My death lies
to confuse my spies
I walk low
spirit high
My inner realm reaches sky
perfusing me glow

Ring me bells
seek me canticles
I mouth slow
dark riddles
The ones that chime triangles
they grow in angles

Reading of the poem:
Elyanna - AL SHAM (الشام)

Within opposites

Within opposites
4 March 2024
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Summertime
dawned on me to rest
sizzling heat
earthen wine
a closed circuit to repeat
explosion of chest

I breathed low
laden particles
Like first snow
within lung
bringing cool of icicles
to my frame they’ve clung

The ice froze
the daylight’s dazzle
splinters cried
as they died
ice and light relentless foes
a misty frazzle

Hand absorbs
the sparkling shimmer
Flowing orbs
show so slight
the fluctuating sunlight
its pulses glimmer

As ray sits
I see the shadows
their grey shows
inner light
It reveals a different sight
within opposites

Reading of the poem:
Joel Kanning - Endless Journey

I am becoming a Tree

I am becoming a Tree
7 October 2023
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I am becoming a Tree
My arms extended in calling
I branch out in verses
they are shiny fruits hanging 
high and low in perspectives
alternating light and dark

I am becoming a Tree
My trunk plants its roots in a garden
I witness moss growing on my feet
they disappear softly within green
circles of brown dissolve within its sheen
Totem of tomorrow’s world sprouts

I am becoming a Tree
Wide branches from keen twigs
absorb the sunshine in waves
they cast no shadows on the seekers
gathering around my rivulets
My waters are shared with all

I am becoming a Tree
I am sunshine and rain
I gather feathers and fluff
as the nightbirds hold in me home
Sizzling thoughts in me roam
I bear the smooth and the rough

I am becoming a Tree
I climb giddily towards the skies
Though my roots coil me to the ground
in sweet harmonious belonging
my leaves rustle in the clouds
I am bustling prayers and shrouds

Reading of the poem: 
Tree of Life

The light spilling fast

The light spilling fast
24 March 2021
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Cavernous
shadows sight my eyes
I follow 
dark inside
A dialog between us
overcomes cobwebs

Thought expressed
ringing through my head
the message
sits clumsy
an attempt to understand
meanings of half light

Piercing ray
resounding echo
burning through
retina
the stratosphere now reckons
the light spilling fast

Reading of the poem:
Stive Morgan - Melancholy

I yearn for your untouched skin

I yearn for your untouched skin

29 July 2020

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I want to seep into your bones

like the chill of a winter night

I yearn for your untouched skin

its shadows now forever closed to me

like a book of secret pleasures

stowed away in a convent of nuns

 

With the yearning of a lifetime

I haul myself through summer

burdened by the winter’s pull

It hangs like dead leaves

fallen from a tree

where spring had once made its way

 

The fruit now lays barren untouched

like the skin of dead virgins

stopped in their tracks by an unknown war

their unseeing eyes swallowed

by the onslaught of darkness

 

I yearn for your untouched skin

Its light now a pale moon

rising in the midst of the hollow night

where only the waterhen cry

in a place I now call home

where the seagulls laugh no more

 

Reading of the poem:

Flam Monsoon Buddha Bar

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VepA3dOJyo

Invoking the Mother

Invoking the Mother

26 July 2020

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She had seen it in a dream as vividly as she was now seeing the sun shining outside. It was time for the Mother to come fully into this Earth and accomplish her work from the inside. It was time for her to purge the Earth so that balance may be restored on a higher plane than what could be achieved in the present state of affairs. Mother had always been a patron of the innocent and the weak and although she presented a terrifying face to her adversaries, she reverted back to her more gentle nature when the battle was over and she was faced only with the innocent. She was a force of destruction as far as evil was concerned but maintained her motherly attributes as far as the innocent were concerned and so far too many innocent had been suffering.

 

The Mother needed a vessel to carry her consciousness and she had carefully prepared for this for several years now. The vessel needed to have a segmented mind where part of the consciousness of the Mother could be downloaded while the rest of the mind could house the consciousness of the vessel itself. She was willing to be that vessel and had meditated using the kundalini technique in order to split her own mind. Although this had been painful and not without its consequences, she reflected that it would all be worth it once the Mother was there. The Mother’s consciousness, even though in part, could only be stored in nine fragmented parts of the vessel’s mind with the vessel’s own mind dwelling in the tenth part, which is why it had taken her years to reach that level of fragmentation and dissociation without totally losing her sanity.

 

The tools used for the ceremony to invoke the Mother to complete the downloading of her consciousness into her were not unlike those used to invoke the Marid except that there was no need for a protective circle and the candles used were red and black. The red represented the blood or primordial life form and the black represented the void from which all consciousness derived. There was already a fragment of the Mother inside a part of her consciousness and this guided her in disposing the red and black candles around the circles of aging blood also known as menstrual blood and those of fresh blood from her pricked finger. She sat naked amid the circles with the trident marked in blood on her forehead and the same marked in blood around the area of her navel and started the chanting. Soon the Mother would appear and all the evil on the Earth would slowly start to disintegrate. It might take its time and would probably take its toll on her but at the end it would all be worth it.

 

Most powerful Shri Kali Sahasranama Stotram | 1008 names of Kali Maa | श्री काली सहस्त्रनाम स्तोत्रम

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOyvPxF0bCE

Bitcoins to go

Bitcoins to go

22 July 2020

Courtesy ccn.com

There was no explanation for what had just happened. He seemed to think that everything was her fault and she thought that he did not seem to have outgrown the childish level where everything was always the fault of someone else than himself. She decided that this time she had had it with the accusations and all the heartache that he had been giving her over the past few weeks. It had first started when something went awry in the business and he had resorted to her for help but she could not and he had then blamed her for being so incapable of helping him while he was in dire need. It was not that she had not tried and try she had repeatedly with shady figures that she would have normally never dealt with, but it was simply that the outcome had been negative. He had of course only looked at the negative outcome and ignored all her efforts to reach that result.

 

Every time the accusation had been either that she did not love him enough to try harder or that she did not trust him enough despite all the love he had showered on her. When she thought back to it, however, she realized that it all seemed like a puzzle painstakingly pieced together to create the illusion of reality with ready-made items of the puzzle springing from his past. The more she thought about it the more she realized that it had never quite felt like real love although the declaration of it had been overly intense. At first she had been puzzled and her natural instinct had been wariness, especially with what her sister had to say about it, but in time the sheer quantity of love messages had gotten to her and as she had a soft heart, she had let herself be persuaded that it was indeed an intense budding love.

 

The last time he had resorted to her for help it was for something that could have put her livelihood at risk but at first she had jumped up to help without paying attention to the request despite all the news she had heard and her work training. A few minutes later though, the doubt on whether what he was asking of her was legit started gnawing at her mind which had buzzed alit from the previous training. When she went to the bank, sure enough, they confirmed to her that what was proposed was illegal and that she could get into big trouble for it. As a result of her discussion with the bank, they had closed her account and she was left without a bank account and without time to open a new one in time for her salary to be paid to her.

 

With hindsight she realized that this was the least of her worries as she could have gotten into much worse trouble had she not reached out to her bank. Indeed, she would have been suspected by their compliance of being a money mule and potentially charged with money laundering. What had she been thinking when she had given him her bank details, especially after he had asked her to transform the money received from his contact into bitcoins and send it across to his bitcoin account! There was no justification for her foolishness and to add insult to injury, he was now angry with her that she had gone to the bank to check in the first place whether such a thing could be done. Their last exchanges were cold and bitter and she thought to herself that the next time she would be wary of anyone who professed so quickly to be intensely in love. You live and learn she thought. What an experience!

 

Dalida & Alain Delon – Paroles, paroles (1973)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Bw_S9T627o