Of Love in our eyes – Ethereal Chillout, Ethereal Indie, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Of Love in our eyes – Ethereal Chillout, Ethereal Indie, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
5 September 2026
A couple dancing in heavy rain with the woman having her head slanting back and the man holding her waist while she looks like she is spinning in the rain. Shining raindrops and a lot of sunlight on the couple
Image credit: Magnific.com
## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Of Love in our eyes remembers a time when love made the world a playground and the boundaries between body, nature and cosmos seemed to dissolve. Beneath stars and moonlight, through water, meadows and the shifting landscapes of memory, two beings dance as though carried by the current of eternal life itself.

I remember Times
When all that glittered was stars
And we were stardust

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/06/03/of-love-in-our-eyes/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
I remember heavenly Times
They were born out of spoken rhymes
when all that glittered was the stars
and we were stardust flown to Mars

[Verse]
The days were sunny in songs sung
The pale moon was forever young
Our skin held on to night’s pallor
Of our hearts we knew the valour

[Verse]
We belonged to eternal life
Its rivers ran through our veins rife
We kept our eyes towards the sky
like endless jugglers hold hopes high

[Verse]
The tides obeyed none in their flight
They scorned moon and shunned the sunlight
Patterns bearing tune spoke aloud
of mysteries engulfed in shroud

[Chorus]
The flowers bloomed red on the mounds
We danced again in the playgrounds
where light was but the reflections
Of Love in our eyes inflections

[Verse]
Through the rocks we jigged on light feet
Every footstep foothold to meet
On lake memory we danced fast
Trail of faces on banks flew past

[Verse]
We pranced through the sun-kissed waters
We waded through their blue shimmers
Bodies alit fused into one
we breathed close when the day was done

[Verse]
We skipped quick through the moonlit air
sustaining our frames soft and fair
As we ran through the meadows
we grasped our suitors mere shadows

[Chorus]
The flowers bloomed red on the mounds
We danced again in the playgrounds
where light was but the reflections
Of Love in our eyes inflections

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 😎 Ethereal Chillout version
Ethereal Chillout, soft piano motifs, glowing synth layers, gentle heartbeat rhythm, lush reverbs
Of Love in our eyes – Chillout Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌿 Ethereal Indie version
Ethereal Indie interpretation with a reflective tone, gentle piano, acoustic guitar and flute for a distinctive sound
Of Love in our eyes – Ethereal Indie Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Of Love in our eyes – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Ethereal Chillout, Ethereal Indie and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Stardust
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/07/01/stardust-ethereal-chillout-cinematic-dream-pop-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Enlace ce cœur mort fais luire mes peines – Chanson française nostalgique, poétique et Trip-Hop | Chansons composées avec Suno (Mes paroles, ma voix)

Enlace ce cœur mort fais luire mes peines – Chanson française nostalgique, poétique et Trip-Hop | Chansons composées avec Suno (Mes paroles, ma voix)
2 septembre 2026
A woman with a body that is red brown and seems moving and broken holding a figure in white that seems to be a broken man. It is a gif with the background moving like clouds

## 🧠 LE PROCESSUS

"J’ai modifié mon poème original en l’adaptant sous forme de paroles pour une chanson générée avec Suno, utilisant ma propre voix. Vous trouverez ci-dessous une partie du poème original, les paroles révisées et la version musicale

## 📜 POEME ORIGINAL

Enlace ce cœur mort, fais luire mes peines explore cet espace nocturne où l’amour, la mémoire et la douleur semblent ne plus connaître les frontières du corps. Les mots deviennent blessures, les souvenirs se dissolvent, les peines coulent dans les veines tandis qu’un cœur meurtri cherche encore l’étreinte capable de le ranimer. Mais il ne s’agit pas d’effacer ce qui fut : la souffrance elle-même est appelée à se transformer, à devenir lumière. Entre abandon et résistance, le corps se fait passage, l’étreinte transmutation, et de ce qui semblait mort peut encore naître un éclat.

Les contes entre nous dialogue infini
Les mots de trépas les douleurs perçues
Le son de tes pas devenirs reclus
Nocturnes rendez-vous en doux rêves finis

Vous pouvez lire le poème originel ici:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/01/10/enlace-ce-coeur-mort-fais-luire-mes-peines/

## ✍️ PAROLES ADAPTEES

[Verse]
Les contes entre nous dialogue infini
Nocturnes rendez-vous en doux rêves finis
Les mots de trépas les douleurs perçues
Le son de tes pas devenirs reclus

[Verse]
Passion et remous de cœurs définis
Souvenirs trop flous nous laissent démunis
Le sort qui m’abat fort de coups reçus
Un échelon plus bas me trouverait refus

[Chorus]
Visage las ciré toi lune de mes cieux
Mon corps à toi scelle élan audacieux
Enlace ce cœur mort fais luire mes peines
Remplace par bonheur coups que sort m’assène

[Verse]
Les comptes trop tirés épingles à cheveux
Traits sombres étirés passage aux aveux
Tiraillement retors vois-tu la voie vaine?
Les mot dits à tort s’écoulent de mes veines

[Chorus]
Visage las ciré toi lune de mes cieux
Mon corps à toi scelle élan audacieux
Enlace ce cœur mort fais luire mes peines
Remplace par bonheur coups que sort m’assène

## 🎧 CHANSON SUNO

Ecoutez comment ce poème est transformé en musique selon divers genres.

### 🍂 Chanson française nostalgique
Une chanson très nostalgique avec des sons de piano délicats, un son de violon poignant et des accents de guitare pour un accompagnement en douceur
Enlace ce cœur mort – Chanson française nostalgique | Mes paroles, ma voix (Suno)
### 🖋️ Chanson française poétique
Une voix intimiste, des sons de piano délicats, guitare acoustique, violencelle subtil, atmosphère poétique.
Enlace ce cœur mort – Chanson française poétique | Mes paroles, ma voix (Suno)
### 🌌 Chanson française Trip-Hop
Trip-hop mystique à la voix féminine envoûtante et chargée d'émotion, fusion atmosphérique et lente de rythmes hip-hop et de textures électroniques, boîte à musique, rythme fluide à l'énergie onirique
Enlace ce cœur mort – Chanson française Trip-Hop | Mes paroles, ma voix (Suno)
## 🎼 A PROPOS DE CETTE VERSION

Cette chanson a été interprétée dans le registre nostalgique, poétique et Trip-Hop pour explorer comment les mêmes paroles évoluent à travers des influences musicales différentes.

## 🔗 AUTRES LIENS – EXPLOREZ PLUS

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https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/07/30/clair-obscur-chanson-francaise-nostalgique-chanson-composee-avec-suno-mes-paroles-ma-voix/

Reviving heartbeat – Cinematic, Indie, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Reviving heartbeat – Cinematic, Indie, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
23 August 2026
Image of Sekhmet in the form of a lion and ancient Egyptian goddess. A powerful ray comes from a planet in the distance and hits the eye in a hidden site of the Egyptian pyramid

## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Reviving Heartbeat is a song of transformation, where every trial becomes fuel for awakening and every scar carries the seed of wisdom. Drawing on mythic imagery, fire and the enduring rhythm of the heart, it follows the journey from inner turmoil to quiet resilience where the heartbeat remembers its purpose, guiding us steadily towards renewal, hope and the courage to begin again.

Paint my lids
A streak of teardrop
On backdrop
Of laughter
Getting worse getting better
Changes unfettered

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/01/24/inside-hopes-flourish/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
Paint my lids a streak of teardrop
Slow peals of laughter on backdrop
Getting worse then getting better
A string of changes unfettered

[Verse]
One o One, Metamorphosis
Lessons learnt, Pupils burnt thesis
The eye a strong raging fire
The hidden Knowledge a pyre

[Verse]
Flame to grow Prometheus dam
holding back Rivers rage that ram
Wisdom for none to assuage
The aching burden of the sage

[Chorus]
Whistle low count to Drunken feet
Softening the blow, take to street
wherein we strangers known will meet
steadily reviving heartbeat

[Verse]
Shape my buds to taste of honey
flowing slow from the flow to see
My chest slowly filled with the glow
Breaking point of the seams to show

[Verse]
Orange tangerines bittersweet
Riddled dreams in core as I eat
Core and more through the flowing streams
Iridescent memory gleams

[Chorus]
Whistle low count to Drunken feet
Softening the blow, take to street
wherein we strangers known will meet
steadily reviving heartbeat

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎬 Cinematic version
Cinematic ambient with haunting female vocals, reverbed piano, plaintive cello, slow emotional build-up and immersive atmospheric soundscapes
Reviving heartbeat – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌿 Ethereal Indie version
Ethereal Indie interpretation with a reflective tone, gentle piano, acoustic guitar and flute for a distinctive sound
Reviving heartbeat – Ethereal Indie Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Reviving heartbeat – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Cinematic, Indie and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Stardust
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/07/01/stardust-ethereal-chillout-cinematic-dream-pop-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Freelancer – Cinematic, Dark Folk, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Freelancer – Cinematic, Dark Folk, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice) 
16 July 2026
individual consciousness being projected or carried by clouds between Earth and sky, high and low, not choosing between any but floating through all choices
Image credit: Tomasz Alen Kopera

## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Freelancer reflects on the freedom to think beyond inherited certainties. Through symbols of shadow and light, angels and dice, the poem explores the tension between conformity and inner discernment, questioning rigid beliefs while embracing the humility that accompanies higher awareness. It celebrates the courage to stand between opposing certainties, trusting the deeper flow of destiny and recognising that true freedom lies not in choosing sides, but in remaining open to wisdom wherever it may lead.

They work blind
Their tools are hammers
Mouth unkind
Sullen face
Words they spew are of disgrace
For crushed soul stammers

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/02/20/freelancer/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
Within the backyards, they work blind
Their tools are hammers, mouth unkind
For crushed soul stammers, sullen face
The words they spew are of disgrace

[Verse]
Shadow race, they crawl the Earth slow
It is not theirs, the High and Low
Like sparrow announcing the rain,
they scrape relentless tides of pain

[Chorus]
Who should win? In love all is fair
Questions brim within, choice to bear
Leaving it to chance, I ponder
Reckless, dices cast, Freelancer

[Verse]
Others fly, Wings beacon of light
illuminating deep the night
Round the clock the daytime they ply
soaring Angels high in the sky

[Verse]
Merry hearts, their high-pitched songs float
silken sound ushered from the throat
Life stills as it starts above gloom
Their souls filled gladness, they shun doom

[Verse]
I stand poised, neither here nor there
in between Light’s slices repaired
There is more to it than is seen
Balance to lead dance slow, pristine

[Chorus]
Who should win? In love all is fair
Questions brim within, choice to bear
Leaving it to chance, I ponder
Reckless, dices cast, Freelancer

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎬 Cinematic version
Cinematic ambient with haunting female vocals, reverbed piano, plaintive cello, slow emotional build-up and immersive atmospheric soundscapes
Freelancer – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version
A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core with a touch of dark.
Freelancer – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Freelancer – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)

## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Cinematic, Dark Folk and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Blended illusion
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/06/22/blended-illusion-noir-blues-dark-folk-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Time to let you go – AI Song (Blues, Gospel, Indie, Versions) | Suno AI

Time to let you go – AI Song (Blues, Gospel, Indie, Versions) | Suno AI
15 April 2026
sad woman thinking of a lost love watching the stars
Image credit: Freepik.com
## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed this original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for an AI-generated song using Suno, featuring my voice.
Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the AI-generated musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

This poem explores themes of loss of a loved one, letting go and regenerating emotional and mental strengths.

Embers’ trail
Dull feeling of fire
The core numb
The limbs frail
From unreal I beg a crumb
Dreaded woods to stoke

Read the full original poem here:
Time to let you go - Geetha Balvannanathan's Blog - Isis Tratum
## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
The heart pulsating the limbs frail
Dull feeling of fire, embers’ trail
Dreaded woods to stoke, the core numb
from dark unreal I beg a crumb

[Verse]
Slow fading, whispers of your face
glistening white a ghostly trace
Your traits linings of dark clouds’ pain
Minds beseech please summon the rain

[Chorus]
Heartbreak’s ebb, Time to let you go
The thought of goodbyes, heartbreak’s flow
Panic downing me oh so weak
The loss of your face, heartache’s peak

[Verse]
The mind’s dread in the neurons locks
winding memory’s music box
Your song in my head, crimson scars
You are twinkling now in the stars

[Verse]
Shredded feet walking on stray glass
The feeling within keen trespass
Your heartbeat alive, eyelids’ flood
Memory’s lane coursing through my blood

[Chorus]
Heartbreak’s ebb, Time to let you go
The thought of goodbyes, heartbreak’s flow
Panic downing me oh so weak
The loss of your face, heartache’s peak


## 🎧 AI SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Blues version
A blues interpretation emphasising raw emotion and expressive character.
Time to let you go – AI Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)
### 🙏 Gospel version
A gospel-inspired version focusing on expressive phrasing and spiritual depth.
Time to let you go – AI Gospel Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)
### 🌿 Indie version
An indie interpretation with a softer, reflective tone, incorporating Asian instruments for a distinctive sound.
Time to let you go – AI Indie Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno AI)


## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno AI, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Blues, Gospel and Indie influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like:
May you end all sanity – AI Song (Blues, Cinematic, Gospel, Indie, Versions) | Suno AI - Geetha Balvannanathan's Blog - Isis Tratum

Heartbeat my essence (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)

Heartbeat my essence (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)
23 March 2026
Courtesy freepik.com


[Verse]
A beat for the calm morose
before the tempest arose
A flutter harkened to qualm
A beat for the soothing balm
anointing oils liquefied
from pangs of my soul’s divide

[Chorus]
Controlling life’s throngs abates
Increase of chest that dilates
A beat for you and for me
A beat for us become free
A gift to the world ascends
Heartbeat my truest Essence

[Verse]
A beat for the tossing wild
Defeat for the gods reviled
after stormy weather broke
within the branches that spoke
A beat for the child that falls
born and borne through darker calls

[Chorus]
Controlling life’s throngs abates
Increase of chest that dilates
A beat for you and for me
A beat for us become free
A gift to the world ascends
Heartbeat my truest Essence

[Verse]
Dilating all pours within
Violet skies’ flush crimson
A beat for the burning Love
A beat for the glowing Dove
high above in skies brandished
now pulled through dark grime vanquished

[Chorus]
Controlling life’s throngs abates
Increase of chest that dilates
A beat for you and for me
A beat for us become free
A gift to the world ascends
Heartbeat my truest Essence

[Verse]
Quintessential brainwave dressed
in silence as its witness
A beat for the churning mind
A beat for the helpless blind
Hope shimmering for them brought
Heaven’s waters we forgot

[Chorus]
Controlling life’s throngs abates
Increase of chest that dilates
A beat for you and for me
A beat for us become free
A gift to the world ascends
Heartbeat my truest Essence

[Verse]
Compassion more than pity
surging happiness gritty
A beat for the slinking knave
A beat for the noble brave
bearing throb in chest unbent
sleepless for the night dark spent

[Chorus]
Controlling life’s throngs abates
Increase of chest that dilates
A beat for you and for me
A beat for us become free
A gift to the world ascends
Heartbeat my truest Essence

“Heartbeat my essence” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Blues
“Heartbeat my essence” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Cinematic
“Heartbeat my essence” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / EDM
“Heartbeat my essence” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Gospel
“Heartbeat my essence” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Indie

Spinning eight (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)

Spinning eight (AI Suno song using my voice and my lyrics)
17 March 2026
Courtesy freepik.com


[Verse]
Sacred blood diluted
within her deep rooted
Glory’s tides closed caskets
they carry gold in baskets

[Verse]
Heavy stance her measure
Royals pay bleak treasure
Son daughter and unborn
their tribute so forlorn

[Chorus]
Redemption in her weight
Ghostly loops spinning Eight
in infinity’s Tale
Unborn male now female
Gods and Demons laughing fail
to pick up on joke’s trail

[Verse]
The destined three kings walk
opposite polar talks
following the North Star
Spun out of control we are

[Verse]
Now twined in other side
silent in night-clad ride
Bosom strong and eyes keen
though his frame stays unseen

[Chorus]
Redemption in her weight
Ghostly loops spinning Eight
in infinity’s Tale
Unborn male now female
Gods and Demons laughing fail
to pick up on joke’s trail

[Verse]
They await his passion
his heart in compassion
She watches, unmoved mind
sitting where sands tell Time

[Verse]
Appearance us deceives
his star born creed he grieves
Lost all his descendants
locked within greed remnants

[Chorus]
Redemption in her weight
Ghostly loops spinning Eight
in infinity’s Tale
Unborn male now female
Gods and Demons laughing fail
to pick up on joke’s trail

[Verse]
Unison their eyes meet
Their hearts together beat
He distils dark waters
She lifts where he falters

[Verse]
Twined are their spirits’ bursts
they hurry through deserts
raking through heaven’s leaves
within bosom that heaves

[Chorus]
Redemption in her weight
Ghostly loops spinning Eight
in infinity’s Tale
Unborn male now female
Gods and Demons laughing fail
to pick up on joke’s trail

“Spinning eight” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Blues
“Spinning eight” AI Music song on youtube using Suno with my lyrics and my voice / Gospel

Mon vieux cœur bat en silence / My old heart beats in silence

Mon vieux cœur bat en silence
8 novembre 2025
Courtesy freepik.com


Je suis morte
un jour de blanche neige
Mes abats
sonnent trépas
Avant j’étais encore forte
Je soutenais siège

Les cieux bleus
annoncent mon cortège
vieux vestiges
d’un aveu
Un clair de lune qui m’abrège
dément mon vertige

Hier encore
Je tressais lilas
fleurs de nuit
fuyant corps
épuisé par les ébats
mensonges de l’ennui

Jour démence
s’élève dans ciel gris
les oiseaux
tombent en cris
Mon vieux cœur bat en silence
couvert oripeaux

Lecture du poème:
Élise de Lune - Lune




My old heart beats in silence
November 8, 2025
Courtesy freepik.com


I died
on a day of white snow
My entrails
ring death
Before, I was still strong
I held the siege

The blue skies
announce my procession
old ruins
of a confession
A moonlight that shortens me
denies my vertigo

Just yesterday
I was braiding lilacs
night flowers
fleeing a body
exhausted by the frolics
lies of boredom

Day of madness
rises in a gray sky
the birds
fall with cries
My old heart beats in silence
covered in faded finery

Reading of the poem:
The Last Goodbye – Deep Emotional Cinematic Mix DJ Artemida Emotions

What the Bogeyman knew

What the Bogeyman knew
5 July 2025
Courtesy freepik.com


The little girl went to sleep shortly after the Bogeyman had led her to her bedroom and hovered above her as if he were tucking her in. She slept a solid 8 hours without waking up even as the voices outside her bedroom had increased in their pitch before becoming unintelligible murmurs. There were neither dreams nor nightmares to trouble her sleep. She woke up the next day much later than usual and it seemed like the subdued voices of the night before had really picked up a lot. She raced into the hall towards the next room to check the square from where she kissed her mother daily but her mother was nowhere to be seen.

As she approached the square, she could smell the stench of urine mingled with the sickening smell of blood that she would later identify as two types of smells of blood, one from menstruation and the other from cuts in the skin. She tried to look through the square but the maid grabbed her arm and pulled her away. Her mother was whimpering most of the time but would also emit from time to time a terrible wail. The little girl was struck with fear, not from her mother but about what had happened to her mother. She tried to run towards the square again but the maid pulled her harder, tightening her grip on her arm, which would later cause bruises that the maid did not own up to.

The little girl’s heart began to hammer in her ribs and she felt like wailing together with her mother. She wanted to know what had happened and could not understand why those horrible smells emanated from her mother’s room. Her dad usually unlocked the door and accompanied her mother to the bathroom whenever she needed to so she could not understand why there was so much urine in the room. She could feel the Bogeyman forming next to her but she was too distraught to talk to him. She tugged again trying to free herself from the maid’s grip and felt her relax her hold on her. She rushed to the square and peeked through. On the ground, her mother lay whimpering and wailing, blood running from a gash in her head. There was blood all over her mother’s thighs and all the bloods mingled with urine that lay in a puddle in the middle of the room.

The little girl’s heart beat so much faster she felt like it was in her mouth about to come out with the vomit leaving her lips that had turned white. In one corner of the room she had seen her dad who seemed to be opening a box of band aids to put on her mother’s head wound. He also had big wads of cotton and she was not sure whether that was for her mother’s wound as well. On the side of one wall, where the windows were, she could see streaks of blood and bloodied footsteps. It was as if her mother had climbed trying to escape out of the window. Her dad was yelling to the maid that she should not have let her climb and throw herself from the window onto the floor. He seemed cross that the maid did not realise what was happening and had not heard all the ruckus as she was the one who slept closest to the mother’s room. The little girl wondered why her mother had tried to throw herself from the window onto the floor. It made no sense. Why was she doing that?

The Bogeyman turned towards the little girl, slipped his hand into hers and embraced her with the other hand. She felt the cold that had befell her grow stronger. A tight knot was forming in the pit of her stomach and the chill she felt seemed to occupy her whole back, making her shoulderblades stiff and painful.

- Why?, she said.
- Your mother is very ill, said the Bogeyman.
- I don’t want her to die
- She probably won’t
- Daddy said that if she causes problems he will take her away
- Your daddy will not take her away. He does not know where to leave her
- I don’t want mommy to go away. I don’t want mommy to die
- This time she has not died but she will do this again. You don’t remember but the same thing happened when you were younger. You might not remember it now but some day you will remember. Your mother wants to die. She does not like being here. She hates the maid and she hates how she is not free to do as she pleases. She hates it here. She might keep doing this until she finally dies.

The little girl started wailing again and her mother echoed with her own wails. The Bogeyman stared from one to the other then wiped the little girl’s tears.

- I will make sure your mommy does not do this again, he offered trying to appease the little girl.
- Please don’t let mommy die, the little girl said half whimpering half wailing
- I promise you I will watch over both you and your mother
- I want to go to bed, I don’t want to see mommy bleeding anymore
- I will tuck you in and then watch over mommy. Don’t worry

The Bogeyman took the little girl to her bedroom and watched over her as she slept. He knew what had happened. He had been expecting this to happen again. Everybody else had forgotten but he had been waiting in the shadows for things to worsen and this to happen again. The Bogeyman had always known…

Karliene - Ghost Story

A journey inwards

A journey inwards
13 April 2025
Courtesy freepik.com

When you are into healing (whether the planet, people, yourself or other sentient beings), there comes a time in your life when the concept of having a great time out with friends bears not much of a sense to you anymore. It is not that you don’t like your friends anymore or don’t want to be with them, it is just that the concept of “hanging out” as perceived by your friends bears no kinship with the meaning of having a good time as you envision it.


This is not something that I have always been experiencing as there was a time when I would not mind “hanging out” with friends (both male and female) and being silly and having fun. I still don’t mind having fun but the awkwardness that has crept into this having fun where people find it necessary to plaster their facebook, Instagram, tiktok or other more physical walls with stills or videos of them screaming, gesticulating or performing other wild actions and voice streams just does not appeal to me anymore – if it ever had really appealed to me. I also tire of some whose narcissistic display goes beyond conveying just a photo of them feeling happy but includes several videos of face and increasingly naked body shots of themselves with different kinds of music. Result is unfollow, unfollow, unfollow…


Beyond that slight growing distaste of the splashing of these sometimes crude moments (I have seen some displaying the main character throw up repeatedly to the chorus of her friends laughing) for others to see as if they would not be satisfactory in and of themselves but would only take on meaning if others were to look at them and enjoy them, endorsing this enjoyment by a like applied to this display, I realised that I was growing tired of this whole type of exterior itself. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind people sharing nice moments when they are happy or landscapes of where they have been and I too take photos that I post on Instagram or facebook but they don’t go beyond conveying this positive message. The almost fake screaming and going wild to compete with other streams where people seem wild has just become too much of drama to bear, especially when I compared it to the seemingly endless suffering of other human beings in distress whether because of war, hunger, both or other reasons.


I started slowly realising that I not only don’t enjoy these crude or sad messages anymore but I simply feel the need to withdraw from these manifestations of an overwhelming desire to appear to have fun – for the sake of the camera – and forget the fun itself. Unfollow.. unfollow… The resulting stream on facebook and Instagram is mainly of my extended family, some good friends and some meaningful videos put together by organisations that want to convey a message.


Nowadays, I mostly enjoy actual artsy moments with people singing, dancing or drawing/painting and most of all, I enjoy watching children having fun on and off camera. The view of nature (whether landscapes, birds or animals) also appeals to me far more than the forced enjoyment of human beings. I find that in my life as well, I interact more and more with children and nature and my only interactions with older human beings are for my daily work, the times when I go to the gym and of course when I walk outside or heal people.


My healing of people would have become all-encompassing if I did not have a daily job. I feel compelled to do it and am so much happier when I can dedicate my time to healing others, myself and Mother Earth. It is sometimes so strong that when I merely think of healing somebody else and have not yet started the healing, that person would send me a message saying they feel so much better. I wonder whether it is the placebo effect or the fact that with the strong intention being outside of time, the effect was already manifesting itself before I had begun (a quantum level of healing).


Plunging into this healing world and my inner thoughts, meditation and awareness has made me distance myself more and more from the outer world. It is as if that world were disappearing into a great void, a black hole yet at the same time it burns as bright as an enormous flame. I sometimes wonder whether I would open my eyes and see that there was nothing around anymore, just emptiness and a new world rebuilding, much better than it was. Then I open my eyes and see more killing, more pain, more fear and again gear myself towards healing, inward, outward, all-encompassing. I heal and I keep my faith in human beings because before some wound or a cumulative array of wounds forced them into a warped sense of adulthood that lost the inner child, they were children too.


Release The Blues - Maria Chambers Productions