Not at Home – Noir Blues, Cinematic, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Not at Home – Noir Blues, Cinematic, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
26 June 2026
ethereal woman standing within a cypress that is rooted in the Earth yet reaches for the skies. Energy patterns bind the woman and the Cypress as well as the skies. Everything is moving, fluid
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## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

"Not at Home" explores the strange feeling of belonging everywhere and nowhere at once. Nature mirrors the inner landscape as seasons, blood, poison and renewal become metaphors for the slow transformation of consciousness. Beneath the weariness lies a quiet certainty that home is not a place but a forgotten state of being rediscovered through awareness as the journey continues toward the Source.

The garden
Withers from the sun
It once breathed
Shining bright
The same rays give life and death
All is in dosage

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/05/14/not-at-home/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
The garden withers from the sun
The same rays give life and death spun
shining bright, all in dosage weaved
Freedom in meadows it once breathed

[Verse]
Drop by drop, even venom cures
through effect of poison endured
Coursing through its lines, plastic face
renews slow the lost youthful grace

[Verse]
Drip by drip, the blood exchanges
Old for new, they were few sages
Now they scurry throughout Earth scarred
Ants in royal hills crawling marred

[Verse]
Pulse by pulse, we measure other
Muffled nothingness to smother
Of all the lost feelings the sum
The heartbeat a keen constant drum

[Verse]
Pace by pace I gain momentum
Consistence the known tedium
Daily inching towards lost hope
while this Earth I roam tired, to cope

[Chorus]
Not at Home, invisible dome
compresses me into a pome
Giant lookout post suppresses
the eyes in all the Cypresses

[Verse]
Not at Home, lost in wilderness
Green ivy enchains me suppressed
into the thickest of the fear
As I look for keys to hope steer

[Verse]
Not at Home, the padlock still creaks
though I oil its hinges that leak
Stealing myself through thin holes’ slits
for a glance at home as it flits

[Verse]
The elders, they make slow their way
Brash generations live today
their young minds waver as they churn
Soul cringes upon the return

[Verse]
Not at Home, no lessons are learnt
Humourless plaything, bridges burnt
I chase my tail like a fool
Amnesia the only tool

[Chorus]
Not at Home, invisible dome
compresses me into a pome
Giant lookout post suppresses
The eyes in all the Cypresses

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Noir Blues version
Noir Blues, smoky late-night atmosphere, slow tempo, brushed drums, sparse electric guitar, weary female vocals, melancholic blues
Not at Home – Noir Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎸 Cinematic version
Cinematic ambient with haunting female vocals, reverbed piano, plaintive cello, slow emotional build-up and immersive atmospheric soundscapes
Not at Home – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Not at Home – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Noir Blues, Cinematic and Trip-Hop influences.

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Reaching out to inward gardens

Reaching out to inward gardens

23 September 2016

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Courtesy pinterest.com

 

In Time the distance once had lied

Sheltered Truths frantic gatekeepers

Poison Ivy planted creepers

Twixt Heart and Mind the Great Divide

 

Horses frothing bid me a ride

Edge of veils enchanted sleepers

Gates of glory widowed weepers

The knots of stories soon untied

 

Plot of thoughts when planted hardens

Decomposing a land of tricks

Unfastened locks rattling wardens

 

Speech of hate the giving pardons

The Heart trespasses wall of bricks

Reaching out to inward gardens

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Amnesia – Dead Can Dance

Children of the Sun – Dead Can Dance

How fortunate the man with none – Dead Can Dance

 

Ceremonial Centuries

Ceremonial Centuries

28 August 2016

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She wears me

Like cloak of the night

Deep the probe

Velvet robe

I give in to her dark might

No desire to fight

 

She gifts me

Honey from the bees

Poisoned vines

Heady wines

From deep millenary caves

Lair the reaper paves

 

Twined voices

We offer choices

Oracles

Dark and Light

Compounded the miracles

Of steps in advance

 

Prime numbers

Divide infinite

Deep slumbers

They awake

Nails across blackboards they rake

Lessons to be learnt

 

I gift her

The past reckonings

Of morrows

Built in air

The knowledge she has been there

Inside new future

 

I wear her

Like remnants of fur

Naked flesh

Stretched afresh

Ceremonial centuries

Shredded now at ease

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Courtesy pinterest.com

Our Love is Easy – Melody Gardot

 

Not at Home

Not at Home

14 May 2016

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Courtesy billdamon.com

 

The garden

Withers from the sun

It once breathed

Shining bright

The same rays give life and death

All is in dosage

 

Drop by drop

Even venom cures

Plastic face

Renews grace

Through the effect of poison

Coursing through its lines

 

Drip by drip

The blood exchanges

Old for new

They were few

Now they scurry throughout Earth

Ants in royal hills

 

Pulse by pulse

We measure other

The heartbeat

A keen drum

Of all the feelings the sum

Muffled nothingness

 

Pace by pace

I gain momentum

Consistence

The tedium

Daily inching towards hope

While this Earth I roam

 

Not at home

Lost in wilderness

Green ivy

Enchains me

Into thickest of the fear

As I look for keys

 

Not at home

The padlock still creaks

Though I oil

Its hinges

Stealing myself through thin holes

For a glance at home

 

Soul cringes

Upon the return

The elders

They make way

Brash generations today

Their young mind wavers

 

Not at home

No lessons are learnt

Amnesia

The only tool

I chase my tail like a fool

Humourless plaything

 

Not at home

Invisible dome

Compresses

Suppresses

The eyes in all Cypresses

Giant lookout post

 

Reading of the poem:  cypresses pali-shop com Two Cypresses by Vincent Van Gogh

Sunny Road – Emiliana Torrini

Tookah – Emiliana Torrini

Baby Blue – Emiliana Torrini

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDnd5snrn1s