Not at Home – Noir Blues, Cinematic, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Not at Home – Noir Blues, Cinematic, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
26 June 2026
ethereal woman standing within a cypress that is rooted in the Earth yet reaches for the skies. Energy patterns bind the woman and the Cypress as well as the skies. Everything is moving, fluid
Image credit: Magnific.com

## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

"Not at Home" explores the strange feeling of belonging everywhere and nowhere at once. Nature mirrors the inner landscape as seasons, blood, poison and renewal become metaphors for the slow transformation of consciousness. Beneath the weariness lies a quiet certainty that home is not a place but a forgotten state of being rediscovered through awareness as the journey continues toward the Source.

The garden
Withers from the sun
It once breathed
Shining bright
The same rays give life and death
All is in dosage

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/05/14/not-at-home/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
The garden withers from the sun
The same rays give life and death spun
shining bright, all in dosage weaved
Freedom in meadows it once breathed

[Verse]
Drop by drop, even venom cures
through effect of poison endured
Coursing through its lines, plastic face
renews slow the lost youthful grace

[Verse]
Drip by drip, the blood exchanges
Old for new, they were few sages
Now they scurry throughout Earth scarred
Ants in royal hills crawling marred

[Verse]
Pulse by pulse, we measure other
Muffled nothingness to smother
Of all the lost feelings the sum
The heartbeat a keen constant drum

[Verse]
Pace by pace I gain momentum
Consistence the known tedium
Daily inching towards lost hope
while this Earth I roam tired, to cope

[Chorus]
Not at Home, invisible dome
compresses me into a pome
Giant lookout post suppresses
the eyes in all the Cypresses

[Verse]
Not at Home, lost in wilderness
Green ivy enchains me suppressed
into the thickest of the fear
As I look for keys to hope steer

[Verse]
Not at Home, the padlock still creaks
though I oil its hinges that leak
Stealing myself through thin holes’ slits
for a glance at home as it flits

[Verse]
The elders, they make slow their way
Brash generations live today
their young minds waver as they churn
Soul cringes upon the return

[Verse]
Not at Home, no lessons are learnt
Humourless plaything, bridges burnt
I chase my tail like a fool
Amnesia the only tool

[Chorus]
Not at Home, invisible dome
compresses me into a pome
Giant lookout post suppresses
The eyes in all the Cypresses

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Noir Blues version
Noir Blues, smoky late-night atmosphere, slow tempo, brushed drums, sparse electric guitar, weary female vocals, melancholic blues
Not at Home – Noir Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎸 Cinematic version
Cinematic ambient with haunting female vocals, reverbed piano, plaintive cello, slow emotional build-up and immersive atmospheric soundscapes
Not at Home – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Not at Home – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Noir Blues, Cinematic and Trip-Hop influences.

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The evolution of the structuring world following the evolution of banking transparency

The evolution of the structuring world following the evolution of banking transparency

24 February 2017

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Having been in the financial services industry since more than 23 years, starting first with the now defunct brand name Arthur Andersen and currently heading wealth structuring in the UAE for ABN Amro, it has been exciting to see how the standards of transparency and structuring have been evolving especially throughout the last 10 years.

 

In the past, most families and High Net Worth Individuals (HNWI) held their assets either directly individually or through a simple offshore company. Most individuals and families strived to pay the least taxes possible and resorted to more or less complex structuring in order to achieve that goal. Some only had the goal of better coordinating their global wealth and having an organised and global streamlined process for their tax or other reporting (to individual shareholders in the case of large family conglomerates) when creating a comprehensive overall structure for their global assets. In some cases, dodging taxes had been the main guideline and this led to structures that could be sometimes inefficient for inheritance purposes or vice versa.

 

Many financial centers were built more on the goal of secrecy and preservation of the goal of minimising the tax bill whether in a fully compliant or partially compliant way. I remember an anecdotic exchange as comments on an article on the website wealthbriefing.com back in 2007 where an eminent tax expert was speaking of how Swiss banking secrecy could never be broken and I had commented that it would and that the US would use the foreign accounts reporting rule to dismantle it. This is eventually what they set out to do, implementing one of the most intricate legislation on tax reporting that would rock not only Swiss banking secrecy but also the world’s standards in terms of banking secrecy.

 

While it was first with FATCA that the “offshore” model was first attacked, there were a number of other occasions where HNWI started seeing that it was pointless to put in place a structure which main goal was minimising taxes in a hardly compliant way. Indeed, there were a number of data thefts, disclosure by hackers of professional databases such as the Panama papers which made it an uneasy time for HNWIs hiding their assets rather than really structuring for an optimised generational transfer. The final nail in the coffin of any attempt to dodge taxes was of course the worldwide application of CRS with the latecomers already having to comply this year and reporting of worldwide bankable assets a certainty rather than a grey area.

 

As the legislation grew tighter and especially with CRS, it became obvious that wealth structurers could no longer be simple creators of offshore company structures nor of a simple trust or a foundation without the actual coordination of the global tax and inheritance impact of HNWIs. Wealth structurers today need to be mindful that they have to change their old habits of advising as they were used to advising on a simplified and one-land approach and move into the arena of global coordination of all the aspects of the generational transfer when creating an overall structure for a HNWI family, especially when there is a large or complex family business to cater for.

 

While some of us already followed this trend since a few years because of our background experience in tax consulting firms, I realised from viewing the structuring put in place for certain HNWIs who have called upon my help that some wealth planners especially in the Middle East and Asia still look very much in a tunnel-like way at structuring for a HNWI. Their approach seems to be with no consideration of either global tax issues nor sometimes even of sharia restraints for muslim clients in this region.  This might often be the case because the client insists that the wealth planner limit the approach in order to have a cheaper solution but personally, I think that a good wealth planner should insist even when a client insists on an incorrect structuring. The insistence of the client might be because he/she wants to maintain control or for some other reason that the wealth planners are not comfortable to delve into but I believe the matter should be addressed because if the structure could cause great financial damage to the coming generations in the future, a wealth planner should insist on understanding the client’s reservations and explaining the optimal solution because ultimately, when explained properly, clients are willing to change their mind and adopt structures that will benefit generations to come and anchor their businesses in a compliant and globally coordinated environment.

 

As a conclusion, I would say that HNWIs should revisit on an annual basis with their wealth planners the structures put in place because there may be reasons to amend such structures based on new developments either in structuring or in taxation. No structure should be set in stone and then left forgotten on a shelf as a thick rulebook which nobody examines anymore but each overall structure should be carefully reviewed just like one would review the accounts on a yearly basis. If change is required, it should be carried out and the structure made effective again if legislation had rendered it less effective in a given year.  To end this brief analysis,  I would like to cite a maxim from Publilius Syrus that I think applies very much to the world of wealth structuring: “Malum est consilium quod mutari non potest”

Heart shaped Polly gone

Heart shaped Polly gone

26 August 2016

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Courtesy pinterest.com

 

Handed down

Jewel of my Crown

Endless heads

Flower beds

Prairies tall as gardeners reek

Generations leak

 

Entrusted

To the mindless eyes

Decisions weigh

Mass unwise

Prairies fall as gardeners reap

Generations leap

 

Hands many

The traceless is One

Bring me back

My emblems

Shadows your darkness totems

From my dance all stems

 

Eyes cast down

Heavenly choices

The mind own

Heart bonded

Skies when questioned responded

With my purple hues

 

Speak to me

Of ageless morrows

Give me rhythm

Of your Heart

Wisdom my soul will impart

Into your twined suns

 

Ascension

Flight to the placeless

Elevate

Inside Frame

New geometry the game

Heart shaped Polly gone

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Mandara – Vas & Azam Ali

Saphyrro – Vas & Azam Ali

Prayer for Soleil – Vas & Azam Ali

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zA_CkKjB_0U