Tabula rasa

Tabula rasa

17 July 2016

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Brutal happenings

Dissolution of a life

Identity swept

 

Right off the gridlines

Not a temporary stance

A move off the dance

 

Five six seven eight

The exercise continues

Replacement dons shoes

 

Four three two and one

Count no more for it is done

The clock ticks onward

 

Irretrievable

The resolutions taken

In past extensions

 

Pour me a nightcap

Resolutions lack resolve

When ceilings cave in

 

Oceans covered din

Thunders of a hundred waves

Sealed the leaking tap

 

Trains and boats sink fast

The fish venture unabashed

Reverse aquarium

 

Meek summer nights stall

My quaking communication

A guilt to recall

 

The water the fall

Can you see what I must see

Blinding waterfall

 

Disconnected straits

Bridges of desolation

Pathways for the dead

 

They crawl slow around

Inconsolable white light

The sob heaving chest

 

The city crushes

The will of bleak emptiness

I yearn for forests

 

Within the jungle

Only one kind of law rules

No constricted schools

 

Unmanned the learning

When the forests are burning

All animals flee

 

When all are equal

In problems solutions lie

The friend in rival

 

Give me the blind eye

Let me treasure ignorance

That seeps as I sigh

 

Humanity’s pains

Grit my teeth shatter my bones

Survival in clones

 

Twirl me a new leaf

Grant me renunciation

Turn me the tables

 

Tabula rasa

When all is said and undone

Back to the square one

 

Reading of the poem: 

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μάνος χατζιδάκις – Ερωτική άσκηση για 2

μάνος Χατζιδάκις Σ’ Αγαπώ αλίκη καγιαλόγλου

Manos Xatzidakis – Gioconda’s Smile

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVeNckqwB7E

Shades of inhumanity

Shades of inhumanity

14 March 2016

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Locked glances

Diving into you

From your eyes

Through your soul

We speak the language of love

And Humanity

 

Our ribs hurt

Over throbbing hearts

They stretch out

Burnt desires

Smouldering coals in fires

Of the brightest red

 

We gather

Memories of lost stars

Lights’ remnants

Pearl pendants

A meek girl turned masterpiece

Of pain and sorrow

 

Love is spent

In pennies for lives

Burgeoning

Bloom cut short

As pieces of tinsel roll

Between grubby hands

 

Somewhere dark

A candle was snuffed

Five small puffs

Blew it out

Each breath a string of our sins

Perplexing choices

 

I cradled

A deep sense of loss

Stark futures

Scribbled grey

Shades of inhumanity

As lilies withered

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Every 8 Minutes, a child goes missing in India

Amen hayr sourp (Canticle of the Trinity) – Lévon Minassian & Armand Amar

Tchinares (You are Slender) – Lévon Minassian & Armand Amar

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFyy115VwNc

Breaking through

Breaking through

19 February 2016

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Wandering

In thoughts that shiver

Cold of World

That darkens

She stitches another yarn

Pitch black before dawn

 

Other half

Like jigsaw puzzle

I pick up

My pieces

A mirror broken in skies

Where I see through lies

 

Our hearts roam

Through the bitterness

Salted tears

Like sea’s foam

Lapping at our waking frames

Humanity’s games

 

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A blast wakes

I cry as it shakes

Illusion

Mind’s playground

Softly killing me he sighs

As the dreamtime dies

 

I know life

Like butter on toast

And lemon

Acid stings

Souls on life’s fire often roast

Soaring flames like wings

 

Working spells

From my hidden wells

I summon

Deadly rings

A ghostly place where he sings

Songs of Unity

 

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This dream’s realm

A slave’s marathon

I conjure

Hammer’s might

Broken ties I take to flight

I am running free

 

The saviour

Lies but within me

He flutters

Gaping hole

My soul ushers in its twin

Finally we’re whole

 

Breaking through

It comes with a price

Nailed across

No haggling

I paid it now more than thrice

Trinity’s auction

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Little boy in the grass – Aurora

Conqueror – Aurora

Murder song – Aurora

Half the World away – Aurora

I hear you calling (ballad version) – Aurora

Running with the wolves – Aurora

 

Into the light – Aurora

 

Counting my changes

Counting my changes

15 February 2016

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Dragon creed

Our wings are shelter

For the weak

Our souls meek

We shun the glitz and glitter

Though we’re born of stars

 

The old code

Is more than adage

Not mere tale

Past glory

We have none to assuage

That time may erode

 

Soul swollen

Eternal homage

Bursts in me

Thwarted plea

Now forgotten I don’t flee

The waking moments

 

Bosoms bare

The heart of thunder

You wonder

Why not fear

The shield is but for the feud

No destiny’s spear

 

Knave and lewd

They gather hell’s fire

Rake fallen

Spew desire

There is a riddle I admire

She says it on Nile

 

We crawl slow

Then we stand proud tall

Before age

And fate’s weight

Curb in us the springy gait

And three are our legs

 

We cover

Our humanity

And frailty

Saucy words

Invisibility’s cloak

Weapons of the mind

 

There is truth

In between the lies

Where we find

Redemption

Overhauling weaknesses

Pennies in the sun

 

They shine slight

She innerves them light

Tolerance

Daily task

In their brittle light I bask

Counting my changes

 

Reading of the poem:

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It’s Time – Imagine Dragons

Demons – Imagine Dragons

Roots – Imagine Dragons

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4RMh7NLHPY

Renewal Time

Renewal Time

24 December 2015

 

Just a short post to remind those who were not aware that this the first full moon on Christmas Eve since 38 years.

This is also a Time for letting go and renewal, a time for recovering soul memory so I am sharing a short vocal memo prayer from Dreamtime with all of you and hope you will like it however nonsensical it may seem to you. May our Hearts be strong for the Times ahead and may the knowledge that Dawn comes after the darkest point of the Night instill more courage into our hearts.

Blessed be our Hearts and Souls

 

Soul memory prayer

How do you crush an Angel?

How do you crush an Angel?

6 December 2015

 

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It was winter’s cool

Evenings spent in the garden

Time struck Eleven

 

Flickering white pairs

All but the one destitute

Lulling lights Seven

 

Jasmine exhaling

Frangipanis twining in

The scent of heaven

 

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A whiff of her frame

Mother, she speaks to my Heart

In my soul she plays

 

Tell me then blue child

What upset now your belly

That Trinity bore?

 

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Mind in between thoughts

Webs of feelings alternate

Confusion galore

 

Heart spoke of fatigue

The tireless clocks that wound

Butterflies’ pathways

 

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Famine and hatred

Fabricated woven webs

Bitterness and lies

 

She pointed to skies

How do you crush an Angel?

As your faith slow dies

 

I blew them a kiss

Gifted streams of my eyes’ pearls

Hushed in Heart my cries

 

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Angels calling me – Denean

A choir of angels Ave Maria (Caccini) – Tom Cully – slowed down

 

Humanity stuck in throat

Humanity stuck in throat (With Love only Creed)

6 December 2015

 

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Sometimes I throw up

From a small tightened belly

Waters muddy brown

 

A share of disgrace

From non-existent lean wells

River banks of stench

 

Sometimes I throw up

Endless fights in name of Gods

Blind to their fake creed

 

Giddiness alerts

A wave of nausea strikes

Within pulsing Heart

 

Sometimes I throw up

Humanity stuck in throat

Like an endless thorn

 

While the dead bear dead

And life dwindles in lost Hope

As powers grow walls

 

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Sometimes I digest

Small miracles of caring

Emblems of sharing

 

A slice of fresh bread

Multiplied not divided

For aching stomachs

 

Sometimes I digest

As the young outgrow shackles

With Peace in their trails

 

New Dawn beckoning

Skies of reachable Nature

Resting place of coils

 

Sometimes I digest

Small measures of blue freedom

With Love only Creed

 

Unstoppable Grace

Traces of Ancient Wisdom

The Death of the Greed

 

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The Old Ways – Loreena McKennitt

The Mystic’s Dream – Loreena McKennitt

Seeds of Love – Loreena McKennitt

A Time for Us – Andy Williams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRnx-s1TQbU

Come dance this lifetime away

Come dance this lifetime away

28 November 2015

 

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Put on your blue shoes

Blend into my sorrows step

Let’s dance to the now

 

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A step for glory

Long lost as Time whizzes past

Forgotten footsteps

 

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A step for the blame

Irretrievable measures

Of Humanity

 

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A step for the fame

Sought in meaningless rivers

A dive into shame

 

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A step for morrows

Of Earthen frames’ eagerness

As the bush seeks wild

 

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Lay your tides in mine

I will redesign deltas

Coming back to shores

 

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Conjoining waters

Melodies a rhythm of blues

The dancing guitars

 

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Catharsis moves me

To depths of man’s misery

Broken tides lay still

 

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Purification

A game of flames to dethrone

Measures of our souls

 

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Walk in the meadows

The shepherd grants ne’er sorrows

But the peace in Heart

 

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Sing stories of Love

Universal flags that reap

Fruit of belonging

 

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Lay your Heart in wells

Come dance this lifetime away

Tireless kingdoms

 

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Night Dance – Adam Hurst, Sultry Cello & Spanish Guitar

Sparrow – Adam Hurst, Cello and Piano

The Long Walk – Adam Hurst cello

The Secret – Adam Hurst, cello and piano

 

Introducing the social dollar or the social rupee

Introducing the social dollar or social rupee

23 March 2015

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Ever since I can remember thinking about anything in relation to economics, there was always this sense I had that the world was currently functioning on the basis of a deep disproportion between the quality of goods and services offered and the price one was willing to and ultimately paid for them. If you take for example the field of services and considering the level of complexity reached in certain domains, certain services that are valued at a lower level of use would not be possible without the help of a specialised learning process going beyond the normal primary, secondary schools and subsequent college to further develop the mental sphere while other services that require nothing more than an existing set of physical attributes with little or almost no further development of the mental attributes are valued at ten or sometimes even a thousand times more than the complicated services.

 

This disparity on the level of services offered in the economics sense got me thinking about what would happen if there were no actual services offered in exchange. What would then be the value? With this thought in the backdrop in terms of volunteer contributions, a notion that had me very involved since an early age, I started reflecting more and more on the value of that which we call social services.

 

After the passage of adolescence and young adulthood, I had started feeling with a sense of urgency since 2010 the necessity of more recognition of the social sphere of our lives and the enacting and sustainability of social services in their actual and original sense before social services became viewed as the interrogating and alienating party which could strip a human being of his/her rights, including the right to have and ensure the raising of his/her family.

 

It is apparent that this has not been an isolated thought process as many in the field of what is now called social entrepreneurship have devised that there is a need to recognise the effect of certain services on the individual and through this individual on the group of individuals thereby composing a given society. There have thus emerged notions such as Corporate Social Responsibility in measuring a firm’s impact on society and its capability to give back to the community as well as, in certain other companies, the notion of impact investing where a given number of financials are taken into consideration in determining whether the result of the investments undertaken is up to the mark and commensurate with the initial goals and targets set out by the firm.

 

While it has become more and more obvious that there has to be a sense of a new element in the matrix of measurement which includes the financial or cultural impacts, there is an increasing difficulty in knowing how to measure more accurately the actual impact of social services. As I grew more engrossed with this notion of social impact, I realised that there would be the need to introduce a certain currency that could have an initial value set at a predetermined rate and that, like all other currencies, would fluctuate in comparison to other currencies. This fluctuation, however, would not vary based on the price of gold or the dollar but would vary according to a certain set of parameters that would depend on the field of social services examined as well as the country considered and thereby its currency. The reason I speak of social dollars or social rupees is because the dollar today is a universal currency and therefore does not call for additional adjustment other than the social impact while the rupee could also be a good measure because of the sheer quantity of social entrepreneurship required in relation to the nation and the large quantity of data available there.

 

It occurred to me that each set of social services has a direct impact which is the number of persons covered by the specific activity undertaken, a somewhat direct-indirect impact which would include the result on the persons immediately close to the person impacted and an indirect-indirect impact which would be the aggregate result on the community and then the larger society in which the impacted individual lived and therefore interacted in and affected. While the direct impact can be determined to an extent and measured in terms of financial consequences, the direct-indirect impact becomes a little bit harder to measure and the indirect-indirect impact is one of the hardest to determine because of the sheer number of parameters to take into account and that would make it heuristically impossible for one single organisation to measure. Therefore, such measurement would only be possible by the combined addition of all parameters and taking into account ponderation using a weighting that would vary depending on the community, the society and the nation considered.

 

To make my point clearer, I would take the example of education of children in the slums (I take this extreme case as usually other children do have access to education even if it is less easy than for children in privileged areas). In this case, the direct impact would be the earnings the children would be able to make once their education is finished and therefore this can be compared to the earnings they would have made without such education and the equation would be a simple subtraction where the overwhelmingly positive figure would stand out.

 

The direct-indirect impact would be on one side the increase of household income for a given such family, the greater possibility of having other children being able to have an education within the family given the reduced burden for the family, access to a less destitute lifestyle etc.

 

Where it gets really interesting is when you examine the indirect-indirect impact and this would include a vast number of items namely what has never been measured precisely and this is the negative impact removal from society as well as the savings generated not only during that time but also in future in relation to that individual and to the persons closely connected and further beyond.

 

Indeed, in the ideal case, a child who is going to school will not be in the streets roaming and causing trouble and will not become later on the adult who will resort to drug dealing and/or abuse, who will therefore not cost his community and the society the expenses required for maintaining security nor will he/she generate additional costs to society either by going to jail and therefore being removed from the workforce while generating a deficit or by causing the state to have to pay for his/her medical or accident bills for lack of own means. The amounts saved could then be introduced with a comparative weighting of two compared to positive impact for example as this removes a cost and turns it into a positive outflow (note that the ponderation would need to be fine-tuned depending on the activity of the social firm and the nation examined as the scalability of the effect would differ depending on the population number and density). This without starting to measure the negative impact removal for society as a whole (reduced fear and therefore increased energy levels for all the neighbourhood thereby increasing their productivity) as a result of the alleviation of the circumstances of a person who otherwise would have mainly harboured negative feelings towards society.

 

While this is not necessarily a linear equation as one individual could be in very good conditions yet become a criminal, it is interesting to note that most individuals who come out of negative conditions they were born into by the help of someone who aided them are usually those who would then strive to help in turn other individuals emerge out of such conditions. The examples of this positive effect are numerous and one striking example is the Chinese entrepreneur, Xiong Shuihua who, once turned millionaire, built a whole free housing project for the people in his neighbourhood who showed him kindness when he was destitute (in this case more than 72 families were impacted by one individual having been shown kindness as a growing youth).

 

If each organisation intervening on a specific social level of education (whether primary, secondary or college) were able to have all that data available, including the data on how much does one troubled child and subsequently troubled adult cost the society in terms of additional security, jailing time, medical expenses to the hospitals, etc, it would then be possible to add all of these to the initial measure of the positive impact on the individual, the close family and subsequently the society and the nation as a whole using the appropriate weighting depending on the level of schooling considered as well as the time to fruition of such efforts. There would remain of course additional measures to consider such as the impact of leadership that such an individual could have later on and that represents a latent/potential financial impact with its effect on one or more individuals coming into interaction with the initial individual and the diffusion effect that such interaction could have but these too could be indirectly measured in an iterative way using the initial measure for the given individual and using for this measure a weighting that would depend on a psycho-social analysis of his potential of engaging others or otherwise his social charisma.

 

All of this could of course sound a bit far-fetched to individuals who are used to handling hard cash and are preoccupied with absolute returns rather than with social impact but I believe that there lays the seeds of what we could generate as sustainable change in the society by giving a value to that which, today, does not have a value and therefore does not resonate with most people because they fail to see the actual impact, preoccupied as they are with evaluating most things in their lives according to restrictive criteria of the current currency that governs their lives. If a group of social entrepreneurs as well as economists, social services specialists, statisticians, police, large multinationals were to systematically examine and include within their measurement some of the above notions and more as and when the need for their inclusion in the equation unfolds, we would be moving closer to a world where actual social impact is a measurable figure in a currency that would stand in comparison with the currencies that all the world is used to and can therefore evaluate at its right value.

 

I dream of a time when sending one person to school or allowing an otherwise destitute woman to start her own small business can be clearly measured and the persons having invested in that venture can proudly state that their investment is rendering this many social dollars or social rupees in terms of return. Meanwhile, all we have is simply investor reports or impact reporting for donors that tends to focus only on the core items of the social work effects and not on the peripheral effects, whether close or far in terms of space and time. An optimist at heart as I remain, I raise my glass and say “To the social dollar or social rupee, when it becomes a reality someday!”

A Slum Fight

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In Time

In time

22-23 February 2015

 swirling brown waters

 

The river bank swelled

Charged with rushing brown waters

That had stirred Earth’s guts

An illogical stirring

In me reverberated

 

Deltas formed ashore

Triangles of water coursed

Through light seeping sand

Like ink etching through mind’s slate

A landscape of memories

 

Trees roots uncovered

Shook unwillingly off earth

That onward slid fast

Moving perspectives thus flow

Within a mind uprooted

 

The wind blew howling

Sand that pranced like dancing flames

With madman’s fervour

Elementary madness

Rushing through my frame reached heights

 

The sky glowed and snarled

Alternating light and dark

Different yet same

Change immemorial in me

Reflected alternate shades

 

The horizon lurked

A backdrop to whirling times

In nature’s power

With no reigns in mind I slept

Through wars that raged in no name

 

Leaves raced through dark skies

Tossing and turning in fright

Shivering green sparks

Ideas quivered in thoughts

As eyelids stayed firmly shut

 

In skies formed patterns

Mathematical whirling

Of earthly matters

My mind then awakening

In time echoed in spirals

swirling sand

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