Le cou est fragile les destins funestes – Chanson française nostalgique, poétique et Trip-Hop | Chansons composées avec Suno (Mes paroles, ma voix)

Le cou est fragile les destins funestes – Chanson française nostalgique, poétique et Trip-Hop | Chansons composées avec Suno (Mes paroles, ma voix)
7 octobre 2026
A ballet dancer's head and shoulders wearing a white tutu with winglike headgear. Her face is turned to the left and bent downward. Her hand is extended in front of her face like as if she is protecting her face from something
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## 🧠 LE PROCESSUS

"J’ai modifié mon poème original en l’adaptant sous forme de paroles pour une chanson générée avec Suno, utilisant ma propre voix. Vous trouverez ci-dessous une partie du poème original, les paroles révisées et la version musicale

## 📜 POEME ORIGINAL

Entre noyade en soi, foi, désir et désillusion, Le cou est fragile les destins funestes traverse ce moment où le regard ne peut plus se détourner de ce qu’il a vu. Les certitudes se fissurent, les codes parfaits perdent leur innocence et le deuil s’étend jusqu’à celle que l’on croyait être. Pourtant, en dépit des plumes noircies, le cygne garde le cou fier : accepter le réel n’est pas s’y soumettre. Au loin, les maîtres d’antan vieillissent déjà, tandis qu’un autre destin commence à se dessiner.

Toi invisible loi étoile de mon ciel
De ma soif bulle claire ineffable ruisseau
De mon souffle rauque l’air prisonnier de l’eau
Brève noyade en soi drame circonstanciel

Vous pouvez lire le poème originel ici:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/01/20/le-cou-est-fragile-les-destins-funestes-the-neck-is-fragile-the-destinies-fatal/

## ✍️ PAROLES ADAPTEES

[Verse]
De ma soif bulle claire ineffable ruisseau
De mon souffle rauque l’air prisonnier de l’eau
Brève noyade en soi drame circonstanciel
Toi invisible loi étoile de mon ciel

[Verse]
Coule de mon cœur roi stérile ritournelle
Egérie ma foi inconditionnelle
Ni l’écrit pour plaire ni clé de trousseau
Sort patibulaire de Méduse radeau

[Chorus]
Oh ma sœur Anne dis vois-tu maître barbu
Le roux se teinte gris le dos las fourbu
Le cou est fragile les destins funestes
Cygne blanc fier gracile le vautour moleste

[Verse]
Le cœur retourné de maux indigestes
Douleur enfournée que mon œil proteste
Prières vendredi sur les prés herbus
Les corps assouvis les membres fourbus

[Chorus]
Oh ma sœur Anne dis vois-tu maître barbu
Le roux se teinte gris le dos las fourbu
Le cou est fragile les destins funestes
Cygne blanc fier gracile le vautour moleste

## 🎧 CHANSON SUNO

Ecoutez comment ce poème est transformé en musique selon divers genres.

### 🍂 Chanson française nostalgique
Une chanson très nostalgique avec des sons de piano délicats, un son de violon poignant et des accents de guitare pour un accompagnement en douceur
Le cou est fragile – Chanson française nostalgique | Mes paroles, ma voix (Suno)
### 🖋️ Chanson française poétique
Une voix intimiste, des sons de piano délicats, guitare acoustique, violencelle subtil, atmosphère poétique.
Le cou est fragile – Chanson française poétique | Mes paroles, ma voix (Suno)
### 🌌 Chanson française Trip-Hop
Trip-hop mystique à la voix féminine envoûtante et chargée d'émotion, fusion atmosphérique et lente de rythmes hip-hop et de textures électroniques, boîte à musique, rythme fluide à l'énergie onirique
Le cou est fragile – Chanson française Trip-Hop | Mes paroles, ma voix (Suno)
## 🎼 A PROPOS DE CETTE VERSION

Cette chanson a été interprétée dans le registre poétique, nostalgique et Trip-Hop pour explorer comment les mêmes paroles évoluent à travers des influences musicales différentes.

## 🔗 AUTRES LIENS – EXPLOREZ PLUS

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Immortal renew – Cinematic, Indie, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Immortal renew – Cinematic, Indie, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
12 September 2026
A large form of a female body where we see mainly the chest and half of the face. The woman is holding a key to a keyhole that is within her chest. The background is fully shades of blue and she is wearing a blue blouse which is fitted
Image credit: Magnific.com
## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Immortal Renew explores transformation through choice — the willingness to be diluted, digested, divested and remade without losing the essential self within. At its heart lies the “choice liver”: both the body that transforms what it receives and the person who chooses how to live. Immortal Renew finds immortality not in remaining unchanged, but in our capacity to transform, release and begin again.

Dilute me
Particles of Sound
Withering
Blistering
On the souls of the damsels
That travel the streets

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2017/02/24/immortal-renew/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
Dilute me Particles of Sound
Withering, blistering around
The souls of the damsels retreats
while they travel within the streets

[Verse]
Digress me into Oblivion
Lay me low, Birth hollow union
In the grounds of New Earth that sings
beyond Voices and Angels wings

[Chorus]
Digest me, I am choice liver
I rain blue, message deliver
Within me to new life a clue
Rainbow hue, Immortal renew

[Verse]
Divest me, parting with value
Instil me harmless weight subdued
Shiver sliding throughout my gait
rewrites the Chronicles of fate

[Verse]
Dismiss me Particles to miss
Bring and tell for a mindful bliss
Heaving Heart that knows all will swell
under moonshine rain to foretell

[Verse]
Direct me Play of thirteen acts
Sign me Pacts within Breath contracts
I swallow hard the venom made
In between the tongue and the shade

[Chorus]
Digest me, I am choice liver
I rain blue, message deliver
Within me to new life a clue
Rainbow hue, Immortal renew

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎬 Cinematic Ambient version
Cinematic ambient with haunting female vocals, reverbed piano, plaintive cello, slow emotional build-up and immersive atmospheric soundscapes
Immortal renew – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌿 Ethereal Indie version
Ethereal Indie interpretation with a reflective tone, gentle piano, acoustic guitar and flute for a distinctive sound
Immortal renew – Ethereal Indie Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Noir Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Immortal renew – Noir Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Cinematic, Indie and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Stardust
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/07/01/stardust-ethereal-chillout-cinematic-dream-pop-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Ode to Nevermore – Dark Cinematic, Ethereal Electronic, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Ode to Nevermore – Dark Cinematic, Ethereal Electronic, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
30 August 2026
A purple and pink woman who has webbed hands and toes. She seems to be emerging from the waters in between two large rock formations. Her hair is also purple and flying back with parts of it looking like they are large gills
Image credit archive-wizard.com
## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Ode to Nevermore is a refrain of transformation born from a series of dreams of a dying Earth and humanity’s migration towards Mars. As waters slowly engulf the land, our bodies mutate to survive, cells alter and eventually even these new forms must be abandoned as we take flight towards another world. At the heart of the dreams lies a stranger memory beyond time — the birthing, thousands of years before, of the suns that would one day shine upon Mars.

Nevermore
Will the sun rise East
The throbbing
Horizons
Witness two bright rising suns
My children from North

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/03/22/ode-to-nevermore/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
Nevermore will the sun rise East
The throbbing Horizons policed
witness two rising suns come forth
My bright-eyed children from the North

[Verse]
Nevermore will the foot touch lands
Sunken grounds, they distil demands
Decantation process designed
within the waters flows to mind

[Verse]
Nevermore will the breath be air
We grow gills like once lungs in pair
Breathing a new exercise honed
Of birthing anew slowly cloned

[Chorus]
Nevermore will our eyes focus
on tired strain of muscles' locus
Our bodies disappearing fast
Ode to nevermore to outlast

[Verse]
Nevermore will we crawl on Earth
We will fly swirling like star birth
We will pay blood more than the cost
of feathers renewed, the gills lost

[Verse]
Nevermore will we live alone
Our blood type an array unknown
The cells in our frames slow starving
The star-bound journeys, Time’s carving

[Chorus]
Nevermore will our eyes focus
on tired strain of muscles' locus
Our bodies disappearing fast
Ode to nevermore to outlast

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎬 Dark Cinematic version
Dark Cinematic ambient with haunting female vocals, reverbed piano, plaintive cello, slow emotional build-up and immersive atmospheric soundscapes
Ode to Nevermore – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🙏 Ethereal Electronic version
Ethereal Electronic, spacious atmospheric synths, deep warm electronic pulses, subtle evolving rhythm, haunting expressive female vocal, mysterious cosmic ambience, fluid transitions
Ode to Nevermore – Ethereal Electronic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Mystical Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Ode to Nevermore – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Dark Cinematic, Noir Jazz and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: Stardust
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/07/01/stardust-ethereal-chillout-cinematic-dream-pop-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

In trailing backwards – Cinematic, Dark Folk, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

In trailing backwards – Cinematic, Dark Folk, Trip Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
21 June 2026
woman in transformation with wings standing on shards of a splintered world that has cracked open with waters surrounding her
Image credit: Magnific.com
## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Born from a dream of geological collapse and rising oceans, "In Trailing Backwards" follows a journey through submerged worlds, hidden truths and strange evolutions where survival demands transformation. Part vision, part prophecy and part dream journal, this piece explores the cyclical nature of time, consciousness and becoming.

She calls me
The dark blue Mother
Her voice soft
Piercing Time
The inflexions in the rhyme
Depicting morrows

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/05/04/in-trailing-backwards/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
She calls me, the dark blue Mother
Depicting morrows to smother
Her voice so soft keeps piercing Time
pointing to inflexions in rhyme

[Verse]
The false lords, they carry baskets
Weight of grapes, slowing necks’ faucets
Craning into swirling voids stored
where the twirling Time stills no more

[Verse]
He said it slowly, undeterred
by the chattering of the herd
scattering in pain slow to leak
Silent watch as it unfolds bleak

[Verse]
They pay high, sins of the father
Price in veins that flow grey lather
Squandering remains of day dreads
when teetering crowns mistook heads

[Chorus]
We will fly when the waters wane
into skies where twin suns slow strain,
beckon to purple landscapes sealed
In trailing backwards, truth revealed

[Verse]
The waters, they surge above bridge
crashing on the outer dams’ ridge
The rims fade into crumbling sands
of Humanity’s peaks’ wetlands

[Verse]
Slaves hurry to their sunken graves
for undone evils their mouth craves
Their feet so sore from the walking
their inane dark mouths still talking

[Verse]
Three by three, they pair uneven
Their tales dead like roadkill leaden
As the blue-green graveyards thunder
sealing them forever under

[Verse]
Ingrained roots of loving solace
They bring to us Salvation’s grace
stored in the bubbles that we share
The grown gills opening to air

[Chorus]
We will fly when the waters wane
into skies where twin suns slow strain,
beckon to purple landscapes sealed
In trailing backwards, truth revealed

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎬 Cinematic version
A cinematic interpretation emphasising atmosphere and emotional intensity.
In trailing backwards – Cinematic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version
A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core with a touch of dark.
In trailing backwards – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
In trailing backwards – Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Cinematic, Dark Folk and Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: A form of chaos
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/06/06/a-form-of-chaos-cinematic-indie-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Frozen chants curdling – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Frozen chants curdling – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
31 May 2026
woman struggling in an ocean with her head in the clouds and a ship sailing next to her into oblivion represented by the white wall in front of her that she is leaning on
Image credit: Magnific.com
Frozen chants curdling – Noir Blues, Dark Folk, Noir Trip-Hop Versions | Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)
31 May 2026

## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

Suspended between remembrance and renewal, the poem follows a wandering consciousness through seasons of loss, illness, faith, and transformation. Ships sink, trees are felled, and Time gathers its harvest, yet beneath every ending another beginning quietly stirs. It is a meditation on the hidden self that emerges through change—the changeling waiting beyond the horizon of who we once believed ourselves to be.

Sinking ships
Into oblivion
They seep slow
Like white ink
Inverted Chinese painting
Drawing my heart’s lines

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/07/24/frozen-chants-curdling/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
Sinking ships into oblivion
They seep slow into remission
Like white ink drawing my heart’s vines
inverted Chinese painting lines

[Verse]
The winter crawled up in my spring
In Ending lies the Beginning
Unreachable changeling in Times
morphing through Historical rhymes

[Chorus]
Renewed consumption lungs boiling
They will me frozen chants curdling
upon the lips lost in stark pleas
The bent chest heaving with the wheeze

[Verse]
Church bell chimes my viscosities
seeping strong through the praying knees
The hands now sunken thunderbolts
in altars’ steep wells stir revolts

[Verse]
I am tree flying high in skies
The clouds whisper to me deep sighs
of forgotten times stored in wells
Woodcutter my proud branches fells

[Verse]
As the ground gathers falling bunch
the avid jaws of Time now crunch
remnants of my bark in bustle
Withered leaves count pages’ rustle

[Chorus]
Renewed consumption lungs boiling
They will me frozen chants curdling
upon the lips lost in stark pleas
The bent chest heaving with the wheeze

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Noir Blues version
Noir Blues, smoky late-night atmosphere, slow tempo, brushed drums, sparse electric guitar, weary female vocals, melancholic blues
Frozen chants curdling –Noir Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version
Dark and mournful female vocals, acoustic fingerpicked guitar, low drones, ritual atmosphere, haunting mood, minimal percussion
Frozen chants curdling – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Noir Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Frozen chants curdling –Noir Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)

## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Noir Blues, Dark Folk and Noir Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: The silence
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/05/23/the-silence-noir-blues-dark-folk-dark-jazz-noir-trip-hop-versions-song-created-with-suno-my-lyrics-my-voice/

Walk Swim Fly – Atmospheric Blues, Dark Folk, Operatic Electronic, Progressive Electronic, Dreamy Trip-Hop Versions |Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice)

Walk Swim Fly – Atmospheric Blues, Dark Folk, Operatic Electronic, Progressive Electronic, Dreamy Trip-Hop Versions |Song created with Suno (my lyrics, my voice) 
21 May 2026
woman in the process of transformation from a mermaid to a flying bird
Image credit: Magnific.com

## 🧠 ABOUT THE PROCESS

I transformed my original poem by adapting it into lyrics that were then used for a song generated using Suno, featuring my voice. Below you’ll find part of the original poem, the revised lyrics, and the musical version.

## 📜 ORIGINAL POEM

This poem reflects upon the rebuilding of the self through spiritual guidance in the aftermath of suffering, loss and inner fragmentation. Through symbolic imagery rooted in metamorphosis and transformation, it explores how pain may become not a force of annihilation, but a catalyst for renewal, resilience and the gradual reintegration of the soul spark through acceptance of change.

Rebirth’s toil
Reinventing self
Gathering
The remnants
Low hanging fruit of cluster
Like diamond pendants

Read the full original poem here:
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2016/07/06/walk-swim-fly/

## ✍️ ADAPTED LYRICS

[Verse]
Rebirth’s toil, reinventing self
low hanging fruit of cluster’s shelf
Gathering the dangling remnants
floating bright like diamond pendants

[Verse]
Aftermath resounding silence
Rebuilding through essence guidance
Core remembering the absent
leftover decoration spent

[Chorus]
Seamless the stitch so don’t ask why
Metamorphosis: Walk, Swim, Fly
Change swift with the hammering tides
by Spirit’s grace meek soul abides

[Verse]
A lifetime walking in penance
to spill more than gather substance
Tricolour flag with Hearts and spades
hovers in game dreamt then just fades

[Verse]
Falling through the skies, dealing rack
of otherworldly clover back
Lashes bring flashes of black rain
that slow dilated hurried pain

[Verse]
Thoughts to stack when twin suns in skies
forge Truth to tell from distant lies
sizzle roads of insides that burst
Even dark rain quenches the thirst

[Chorus]
Seamless the stitch so don’t ask why
Metamorphosis: Walk, Swim, Fly
Change swift with the hammering tides
by Spirit’s grace meek soul abides

## 🎧 SUNO SONG

Listen to how this poem transforms into music across different styles:

### 🎸 Atmospheric Blues version
Slow atmospheric blues with smoky emotional vocals, reverbed electric guitar and deep introspective mood
Walk Swim Fly – Blues Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌾 Dark Folk version
A folk interpretation of the song, focusing on acoustic textures and a more intimate sound that highlights the lyrical and emotional core with a touch of dark.
Walk Swim Fly – Dark Folk Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎭Operatic Electronic version
Operatic electronic with powerful vocals, orchestral synth layers and emotionally expansive atmosphere
Walk Swim Fly –Operatic Electronic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🎛️Progressive Electronic version
Progressive electronic with ethereal female vocals, evolving synth textures, hypnotic rhythms and emotional build-up
Walk Swim Fly –Progressive Electronic Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)
### 🌌 Dreamy Trip-Hop version
A hypnotic Trip-Hop interpretation blending haunting textures, introspective rhythms and atmospheric depth
Walk Swim Fly –Dreamy Trip-Hop Song | My Original Lyrics, My Voice (Suno)

## 🎼 ABOUT THESE VERSIONS

This piece has been interpreted across multiple musical styles using Suno, exploring how the same lyrics evolve through Atmospheric Blues, Dark Folk, Operatic Electronic, Progressive Electronic and Dreamy Trip-Hop influences.

## 🔗 OTHER LINKS – EXPLORE MORE

You might also like: The Swan song
https://geethabalvannanathan.com/2026/05/17/the-swan-song-ai-song-blues-cinematic-folk-indie-versions-suno-ai-my-lyrics-my-voice/

I unwind in you

I unwind in you
4 November 2025
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Royalty
breathes within sternum
to maintain
decorum
Dragon gains audacity
remembered, not slain

The rules bent
they forego intent
Rising tides
where it hides
beckoning to hollowed space
of alien race

See irate
they gather at will
Shining gates
awe instil
Palace shimmers in their eye
suppressing their cry

The doors heave
Elders to bereave
glisten white
head to fight
their members reducing slow
though the numbers grow

Speech floats low
Nothing said is true
Rates below
risk’s return
Though for respite I do yearn
I unwind in you

Reading of the poem:
Valley of Dry Bones – Moses Black / Jamaican Orthodox

Desert winds whirl on

Desert winds whirl on
26 October 2025
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Sullen skies
watch my every move
Deceit lies
in their sighs
There is nothing I will prove
I ignore their cries

Yesterday
I stored my future
under sands
Foreign lands
remembering osmosis
seep soul through crisis

The Negev
moved on silently
its body
wild man’s tool
its breath all still promises
unwinding through hiss

My seeds grown
diligently sown
through mind cast
made to last
A thousand years break under
the forced surrender

Cast me ten
Elements are five
Replicate
twice mission
The tribes that stand will survive
wayward attention

In truth lay
throne to sit upon
Mirrors don
gold inlay
They kill themselves as they slay
Desert winds whirl on

Reading of the poem:
Desert Meditations Gnawa Bass Meets Blues Guitar

Once more into the fray…

Once more into the fray...
8 February 2025
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I move quite regularly and can almost say that moving has become a habit, a treasured activity that forces me to reinvent myself while I reinvent my surroundings and ensure that either I adapt to them or they bear with me as I coax them into more habitable spaces that yield the kind of experience I wish. Every time I move, I unravel a trove of memories that come back to me like a storm or like a calm summer wind, depending upon how they were made and what they were made of. Some memories transcend the place and time they were born into and stay rooted like a hundred year-old olive tree. Their traces are like its shimmering leaves, spreading the feelings they once gave rise to within our bosoms and etching their particular aroma within our hungry nostrils as their intricacies play within our minds.

I sometimes feel like the olive tree itself, my memories shimmering within me and shedding light onto the pathways they forged within my mind. I am a tree of memories, the good and the bad, all laid out for my inner eye to see and my guts to experience all over again. I carry them sometimes into the open so I may pour all over them again my keen mind, eager to make sense of what could sometimes be senseless or to feel again what I had suppressed before for fear of not being able to overcome the deep foreboding that overcame me at that time. I am like a tree, yet unlike a tree I am unable to root myself into any ground. It seems like my gypsy spirit always wants to soar above the ground and visit yet another distant land, another unexplored part of the world. I sometimes wish I were an astronaut, able to roam the Universe rather than just the Earth.

I wonder if it is the fact that I come from a multicultural, multiracial background that makes me unable to take root anywhere. I feel no kinship to any of the countries I was born in or originated from by way of my lineage. More than a citizen of the world, I feel like a citizen of nothing, just a mass of energy floating here and there, never settling anywhere more than 6 years at a time in general. The longest I ever lived somewhere was in Dubai at Al Thanya Street where I remained for 8 years from 2010 until early 2018. For some reason, if it is not I who want to move, circumstances push me to make a move for somewhere else to stay in and I have never been able to stay in one place for 10 years or so. Every time I think I have found the place I want to stay in, I am out of there before the usual 6 year chime. It is as if I were a home Cinderella where the home would become a pumpkin at the end of the 6th year and my slippers would turn into bristles, causing me to strip them off and get going. So once more into the fray, this was again my moving day…

Disturbed - Hold on to Memories

In Kingdom, free rules are proclaimed

In Kingdom, free rules are proclaimed
1 December 2024
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While ancient bells would ring alarm
the fickle ones showed falsehood charm
All imbued a sinister calm
The silence before the tempest

Free throats released a mighty sigh
The powers failed to forge a lie
where crossroads led to humble pie
the truth resounded in the mind

The breath of life turned inward heat
a place where soul unwound defeat
where Kings uncrowned would take a seat
In Kingdom, free rules are proclaimed

Reading of the poem:
Imagine Dragons - Eyes Closed