Moving on…

Moving on…
6 February 2025
Moving

Moving has been such a difficult but enlightening experience. You discover that you have many, many things that you do not need at all and some things that you need a bit of but have too much of. I gave away almost the same amount of clothes I kept and I still feel I have too many. 

Having single handedly packed away all my household items over the course of several weeks, I realised how important decluttering is and how we can find within ourselves so much energy to handle what we need to do. I barely slept, ate irregularly and counted 117 boxes and large bags made for carrying textiles all meticulously numbered and matched to an excel sheet that described in over 117 lines, the content of each box.

One of the movers did not find a number on one of the boxes and when I turned it around showing him the number, he laughed and said "why did I even think that you did not put a number on it" to which we all had a laugh despite being exhausted as the movers were helping me after their daily job was over. We then decided to add the numbers to all the other surfaces as well, where we could get through to them as the boxes were piled up.

When I thought back to how many times I have moved and sometimes lost or had to give away what I had, it seemed incredible:

1st move at the age of 6 months from Algeria to India 

Within India, moved around four times during childhood until the age of 7

Move at the age of 7 from Chennai, India to Tunis, Tunisia 

Within Tunisia moved around 8 times

Move to Geneva, Switzerland at the age of 21

Within Geneva moved around 7 times 

Move to Dubai in 2007 with my children

Within Dubai moved around 7 times before the last of my kids moved near Geneva, Switzerland

Moved from Dubai to India in 2018 for just 4-5 months

Moved to London, UK in December 2018

Within London moved twice
 
and now moving again away from London to an undisclosed location..

Moving on Up – M People

The restless hornets

The restless hornets

30 November 2016

 

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The wavering tides

Gather on uneven shores

Of sand the dune stores

 

We count the seconds

Instilled in time-riddled grains

The waves a backdrop

 

No time a full stop

Washing over and over

The frothing horses

 

Fusion confusion

I walk within Time’s bubbles

In between the worlds

 

The summers spent hay

Burning memories now doused

In half-light of cloud

 

I remember day

When the night was clear in sun

When candles rewound

 

Ticking chronicles

Fallen happenings rebound

Broken jar upright

 

The splinters ride past

Whirlwinds summon the keepers

The day’s grim reapers

 

The restless hornets

They pick on the flesh exposed

Disclosure in Twelve

 

Reading of the poem: 

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Path 19 (yet frailest) – Max Richter & Ben Russell

Tout s’efface – Patrick Bruel

Dream 13 (minus even) – Max Richter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dvpT0hA0Lk

I fly within a dream a restless nest

I fly within a dream a restless nest

7 January 2016

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I fly within a dream, a restless nest

Wings fluttering keen, Heart spent in earnest

A wicker and flame, rancid pile of coal

Roaring fire to tame, will consume me whole

Smoothing the feathers that smother my breast

 

Carried from yonder of places the best

Enchanted wonder of poets the fest

Now light me ablaze catch fire to soul

I fly within a dream, a restless nest

Wings fluttering keen, Heart spent in earnest

A wicker and flame, rancid pile of coal

 

Windless the night’s peak, no branch here to rest

Of chatter the weak would keep me abreast

The silence within, a gift to console

The blood that ran thin, a tear that heart stole

A look at these doubts, a moment of test

 

I fly within a dream, a restless nest

Wings fluttering keen, Heart spent in earnest

A wicker and flame, rancid pile of coal

Roaring fire to tame, will consume me whole

Smoothing the feathers that smother my breast

 

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Above the older version of the rondeau with the restatements and full refrain. Below the modern version with just the first three words of the restatement.

 

 

I fly within

7 January 2016

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I fly within a dream, a restless nest

Wings fluttering keen, Heart spent in earnest

A wicker and flame, rancid pile of coal

Roaring fire to tame, will consume me whole

Smoothing the feathers that smother my breast

 

Carried from yonder of places the best

Enchanted wonder of poets the fest

Now light me ablaze catch fire to soul

I fly within

 

Windless the night’s peak, no branch here to rest

Of chatter the weak would keep me abreast

The silence within, a gift to console

The blood that ran thin, a tear that heart stole

A look at these doubts, a moment of test
I fly within

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One day I’ll fly away – Nicole Kidman (Moulin Rouge)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsdqqqMKkT4