A terrorist to love – part 2

A terrorist to love – part 2
20 August 2021

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It had been difficult to get Manas to surrender to the police in Cameroon. Not only because he would not have volunteered himself but also because she did not feel like turning him in. The time before she had taken him to the police was filled with days of laughing and visiting the forests and nights of lovemaking. One night though, she had realized that her team was closing in on them and she had confessed everything to Manas. More important was the fact that she confessed to him that his case would be better off with the local policeman than with the anti-terrorist team who had been asked to either bring him alive to justice or just shoot him if their mission was starting to be difficult. The morning after she had the realization about her team, they hid in a truck which was then driven towards the police station in Douala, Cameroon. The truck had dropped them off at the police station where she had asked to be dispatched to the US Embassy as a US Citizen with diplomatic status. Manas was immediately taken by the police and put in chains. Before being put in separate rooms he had walked towards her, his eyes shining and a smile on his face and told her that they would soon be together again.


She did not hear from him again for several weeks and she had been demoted and posted in Dubai where her anti-terrorist expertise was not used. She dwelt very little on the terrible things that had happened in the first two weeks before she was relocated. Her boss was seething at her initially for not having brought Manas to the drop off point as agreed when she met him or at least put the explosive and plant the trigger so they could bomb the shack where the marriage was taking place. After some thought, she was not fully let go off but was assigned to the trade commissioner’s team and meant to bridge between the UAE nationals’ companies and the US corporate interests in the UAE. While she was in the UAE, she had been contacted several times by someone who wrote to her at the UAE number that she had got from one of her procurement associates that she worked with, out of the sphere of her official job. The writing seemed extremely similar to the words that Manas would use. She started getting used to the daily communication and wrote as if it were Manas himself indeed writing to her. At one point her correspondent suggested meeting at a café in a mall and she went there but did not meet anyone. Just before she had left the café, however, someone with the stature of Manas but with hair had attempted to get inside the café before looking pointedly towards the right and aborting his attempt. She had then seen stroll through three emiratis in their national outfit. It was obvious, however, to her trained eyes that these were secret service agents. It looked like they just did not want the encounter to happen but disturbed neither her nor the man who had fled the mall.


After that potential brief encounter, the job she was doing was no longer sufficient to take her mind of Manas and was not even remotely connected to what she wanted to do so she had resigned. She was now an adviser on security in the private sector and most of her work was around choosing the right security teams for different types of jobs as well as building secure hideouts or camps for different types of individuals or corporates. Initially recruited by a security company in Dubai, she had slowly branched out of the Gulf and then started her own security company in the UK, advising high net worth individuals and corporates on security. She was based in London and had very few friends but was all the much better for it. Friends were a liability that brought you down in hostage situations and she did not want to have that kind of a weight put on her shoulders. It was then that Manas had reached out to her directly first sending a message to her phone and then contacting her over whatsapp. She had watched with longing as his face filled the screen, smiling like he had done when she had first met him. “Hello my angel”, he said and the tears had welled in her eyes. She knew that it was not him but his terrorist gang who had got to her the first two weeks after he had been turned over to the policeman but his face rekindled those dark memories. At the same time, she could not look at his face without feeling such elation.

3 Daqat - Abu Ft. Yousra

Le cou est fragile les destins funestes / The neck is fragile the destinies fatal

Le cou est fragile les destins funestes

20 janvier 2016

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Toi invisible loi étoile de mon ciel

De ma soif bulle claire ineffable ruisseau

De mon souffle rauque l’air prisonnier de l’eau

Brève noyade en soi drame circonstanciel

 

Egérie ma foi inconditionnelle

Ni l’écrit pour plaire ni clé de trousseau

Sort patibulaire de Méduse radeau

Coule de mon cœur roi stérile ritournelle

 

Oh ma sœur Anne dis vois-tu maître barbu

Le cou est fragile les destins funestes

Le roux se teinte gris le dos las fourbu

 

Cygne blanc fier gracile le vautour moleste

Prières vendredi sur les prés herbus

Vois la proie facile du cœur on sert restes

 

Lecture du poème 

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Below I have included a very rough translation not including various meanings and cultural references but simply translating what meets the eye. For those who speak French they would probably get a different message. Or not J

 

The neck is fragile the destinies fatal

January 20, 2016

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You invisible law star of my skies

Of my thirst clear bubble ineffable stream

Of my hoarse breathing the air trapped in water

Brief drowning in the self, circumstantial drama

 

Egeria my faith unconditional

Neither writing to please nor key on the keychain

Sinister Fate Medusa’s Raft

Sinks my heart’s king in sterile jingle

 

Oh my Sister Anne say do you see master bearded

The neck is fragile the destinies fatal

The redhead colours himself grey the back is broken tired

 

Graceful proud white swan the vulture molests

Friday prayers on grassy meadows

See the easy prey of heart they serve leftovers

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Waltz No 2 – Yuhki Kuramoto

Sonnet of a fountain – Yuhki Kuramoto

A Scenery of trees – Yuhki Kuramoto

Snowfall of Cherry Blossom – Yuhki Kuramoto

Dreaming little boat – Yuhki Kuramoto

Wind Song And…. Yuhki Kuramoto

Lovingly – Kuramoto

 

 

 

Night engulf me like satin

Night engulf me like satin

1 October 2015

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Let me feel your spark

Night engulf me like satin

With taste of exile

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Beating at lids’ rhythm

The heart cries, so slowly dies

And I brood awhile

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No time for fretting

Pick up notes of melody

Recompose in style

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Look into abyss

Forget bliss of yesteryears

All false smiles beguile

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This real means nothing

The void’s clamour grows in me

Time to fly agile

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Illusion’s schism

Destinies paths fork through eyes

A choice so fragile

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Let me feel your dark

Night engulf me like satin

Smother me hostile

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